Kind of lost..... I'm not sure what my identity is based on, or if I really have one anymore.
It's always nice when people go out of their way to make sure you feel bad, too.
I'm not looking forward to my first day of work in about seven hours. I don't have much energy lately.
I feel very depressed. I've never wanted to sleep this much before.
To be honest, I feel very vulnerable right now. I feel like a scared and hurt little girl who needs her mother's comfort. I don't like feeling this way because it's pathetic to me, but it's just how it is sometimes....
Loneliness, emptiness, all of that makes you so weary. I'm emotionally drained.
Oh yeah, and I'm taking my videos down. Sorry to give in and let a rude person win, but I just don't want any trace of who I really am on the Internet. Or at least, I want to keep it to a minimum.
I'm sorry for being a coward, but I won't feel right until I take them down....
I should probably spend some time away from this site, too. Think I'm on here way too often.