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^ well i enjoyed your videos, and at least you had the cajones to post them.

I hope your energy levels go up some, depression always leaves me drained too.

idk what else to say...
 
megalon

megalon

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dottie said:
@megalon sorry you feel that way. i hope you're feeling better by now.
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Thank you. I do feel somewhat better now. I have a four day weekend, and a piece of chocolate cake waiting to become my breakfast, so I guess it's all good for now.
 
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Beatrice

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I'm not sure how I feel. Had my first day of work. Seemed to go well. A little stressful of course, but first days usually are...... Everyone there was very friendly to me though.

I feel kind of bad though, because I forgot to call my counselor and let her know I had to cancel my appointment today. She called me and didn't sound too please about it..... When your counselor, the person you talk to about your feelings and SA, gets upset with you, well..... it feels like ****
 
Phoenixx

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Just depressed about my looks again. Nothing new really. I'm so sick of feeling this way, but I really don't even know how to accept myself. I've dealt with a ton of people today, I'm actually surprised I didn't have a panic attack. Still doesn't help my mood any though.
 
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Beatrice

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Phoenixx said:
Just depressed about my looks again. Nothing new really. I'm so sick of feeling this way, but I really don't even know how to accept myself. I've dealt with a ton of people today, I'm actually surprised I didn't have a panic attack. Still doesn't help my mood any though.
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Ohhhhhhhhh I know how you feel!

Did you have work today, is that why the people?

I hope you feel better soon :(

I found that working kept my mind off my stupid obsessions and negative thought patterns.... maybe you could get a summer job or something? Unless you already have one.....
 
Phoenixx

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Beatrice said:
Ohhhhhhhhh I know how you feel!

Did you have work today, is that why the people?

I hope you feel better soon :(

I found that working kept my mind off my stupid obsessions and negative thought patterns.... maybe you could get a summer job or something? Unless you already have one.....
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^ Nope. I actually don't have a job, but I had school today. We had our Yearbook Ceremony, where we present this year's yearbook, the senior class, talk about whose top 10 in the class, etc. etc. I mean, sure it's a fun ceremony to watch... But I had to be in it this year. I had to sit with my senior class... In front of the whole school. O.O Yeah I was shaking through the whole thing, I wanted to throw up. Thankfully I didn't have to say anything. The original plan was that I had to present the yearbook and say a few lines about how we designed it, but the other girl on the committee I work with took over and decided to say it. Normally she pisses me off cuz she likes to be "in charge", but I was completely happy with her decision today. :)
 
caringsoul

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im feeling okay now, my emotions changes now and then.. it doesnt really stay the same thoughout the day, but i should work towards being happy.
 
mikebird

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Unemployed



Everthing else comes next. £, friend, girlfriend, holiday.

Grabbing onto the edges of a pit, the roots of existence, feet dangling... If I can hold on & haul myself out, then I'm fine
 
nic1357

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hmm..actually managed to drag myself out tonight and felt ok for a bit, even managed to have a conversation with someone i dont see very often. then the pub starts filling up and i feel more and more uncomfortable and eventually i have to leave. at least this time i tried to give an excuse instead of just sneaking out.
 
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Beatrice

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Like crap. Should've listened to the members here, but curiosity got the best of me..... I watched Requiem for a Dream, and now I'm appropriately depressed. Just have to wait for it to pass, I guess :/

I've never smoked pot, but I did try a pot substitute called spice. Did way too much and had a really bad trip, which ended up with me screaming to call 911 and thinking I was going to die. I woke everyone in the house up, and the next few hours were mental hell. Never want to go near anything even remotely close again.

So this movie kind of freaked me out on that level because I kinda sorta have the smallest inkling now of what drug-induced fear and paranoia feels like. I know it doesn't compare to other substances, but it's the closest I ever plan on getting.

(I hope the above paragraphs don't get me in trouble because it mentions drugs. I checked the rules again before I posted this, just to make sure, and it only says you can't post about them if you're encouraging their use - illegal activities and such. But if it's inappropriate I'll delete it, just wasn't sure where I could share this on here if at all.....)
 
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simpsons2007

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I feel like I'm lost. I've been lost in my head/mind for far too long about 15yrs maybe longer and it's very dark in here and without a map and torch I can't find my way out.
 
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Patrick26

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It's tiring taking a long hour walk around town when you got anxiety acting up. One of the rare times i get anxiety when i'm walking outside. Probably because i'm tired. Whatever! keep your head up in the air like you're proud and shoulders up and keep bringing out that leg 1 step at a time.
 
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