How are you feeling?

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Beatrice said:
Far from happy but since the weather is so beautiful I'm going to muster enough motivation to get my butt outside and jog after I'm done with my studies.

No, it's no ultimate solution, but as I've said before.... better to be doing SOMETHING than lying around miserable. Especially something productive and healthy.

Whether I want to or not, I exist and I may as well do something about it.

Edit: never mind. Somehow, suddenly lost all motivation. Oh the joys of depression.
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Sometimes, most times you gotta force it. Dont let it be so easy for the depression to win. Even if you got out for 1 minute that's something.

You need other things to focus on than hands. If someone wont like/love/look at you because of hands, they're not worth your time anyways. I felt exactly same way and still can with my ears. But I just say that; because if someone cant get past something so little, dont want to waste time with them/on them. Ive wasted enough time in my life.

HOWEVER - BDD is stronger than that. You need to seek a specialist; as said in your journal.

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BUT what do I know, I'm being a hypocrite now as school ends, old ways/thoughts coming back full steam n sprint. There's an event tonight Im not going to. So frankly, dont listen to me I believe if one cant walk a talk not wort listening too, so whatewehbjbfrebrw I'll just be quiet. Maybe this will pass just strong feelings gotta find my way through them.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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I set my alarm for 8AM last night. I kept waking up and thinking that it has to be 8 by now. I finally got up at 1PM and saw that I set my alarm for 8PM. Well done, super. Well done. :rolleyes:
 
planemo

planemo

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I'm feeling pretty down. i wonder if there is a place far away from all the turmoil and sadness life brings? if there is, i really wish i could go there. i've had enough of this world...
 
Falkor

Falkor

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Energized... Yet, thinking about to get some sleep to feel active again the next day, So I'll try to, and not stay up all night ::p:
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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phocas said:
Unmotivated and in danger of sitting here doing this all morning. I wish the sun would come out.
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Sending some north coasy sunshine your way.

I'm on top of the world lookin' down on creation. Managed a run, and even Carpenter's songs sound good.
 
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Beatrice

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Better.

Began my new running routine. Started out with a basic novice walk/jog alternation pattern.

Feelin' the endorphins. And the neighborhood was lovely as the sun set.
 
MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

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I feel pretty good. I just got out of a toxic relationship with someone. This takes courage...I also feel empowered now. Like I got part of me back.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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mountaingirl said:
I feel pretty good. I just got out of a toxic relationship with someone. This takes courage...I also feel empowered now. Like I got part of me back.
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That's good to hear. Congrats!

I just took the dog for a midnight-esque stroll in the rain. It was wonderful. I love rain. I've said this time and time again, and I'm sure it will be the last words I say on my death bed. Well, that or "that's what she said." I say that a lot, too.
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

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mountaingirl said:
I feel pretty good. I just got out of a toxic relationship with someone. This takes courage...I also feel empowered now. Like I got part of me back.
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Good for you mountain girl:)
The further away you get from it, the more you will come to realize just how much of yourself you lost while in it. I know it feels great to get yourself back.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Completely screwed it. Didnt even realize it. Till it was gone. Opportunity fubar'd. W00t. Last depressing post I'll make aside from a journal entry.
 
Falkor

Falkor

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feeling like my world is tumblin down again, getting too strong emotions that i cannot handle, bcuz i just got through a negative situation, i just see the whole conception of it and it makes me sad
 
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