I Finished my PAPER! Now I know why I put it off because feels so good when finish. Until get the grade =) No tho, it's fine.
just got back from therapy, after 8 sessions we are finally starting with the actual CBT, I am seeing him for CBT and CBT alone.
so I guess I feel good
I am feeling bored. I would like a beer.
feeling anxious i made a mistake at work by ratting out my coworker. here is the story. my coworker, who is 6 years my younger, and i sit in cubicles distanced from the rest of the team. my coworker takes advantage of this by coming in late and leaving early. for the past month he arrives 20-30 minutes late, takes long lunches, and leaves work early. i am so fed up of watching this B.S. no one even realizes he pulls this crap because of proximity. i would not say anything if this was a rare occasion but this is EVERY. DAY. and i am sick of witnessing it. i had told my boss a few weeks ago but she didn't do anything about it because she didn't want to make the effort or look bad in the eyes of her boss. well it's been ongoing so i told the other supervisor, finally, because i know she puts up with a lot less BS. anyway, i am anxious it will backfire and my coworker will have it out for me as well as my boss. i'm just tired of this unprofessional, jr. high BS, when there were 100 other people lined up for that position. there are some people who would kill for that cushy position while this kid shows no respect by coming and going as he pleases. maybe i am a tattle-tell. i don't know. anyway, that's why i feel anxious.
I am feeling bored. I would like a beer.
Can I join you? I don't drink much, but I think this week can be the exception.![]()
loads of energy today, feel like im floating, no flying haha.
I Finished my PAPER! Now I know why I put it off because feels so good when finish. Until get the grade =) No tho, it's fine.
Nice day too. Now to go to my all day classes, one 3 hour stupid class...... ugh need to fight with my group to get this film equipment. But... yeah.
Yeeeep. =)
Right now i am very sad. I dont even know why, sometimes it just comes out of nowhere and a relatively good day turns into something ugly.![]()
I Finished my PAPER! Now I know why I put it off because feels so good when finish. Until get the grade =) No tho, it's fine.
Nice day too. Now to go to my all day classes, one 3 hour stupid class...... ugh need to fight with my group to get this film equipment. But... yeah.
Yeeeep. =)
Terrible. Hate this hell-hole. But I only have two hell-holes to choose from this summer. Then I'm off to another place that may turn out to be one as well. Trying to distract myself from all the anxiety, and depression and loneliness. It's unbearableI don't like crying a lot, but lately I haven't been able to cry much at all. It's awful because it builds up inside me and I can't cry it out...
Feel like just curling up into a ball on the ground and crying and waiting there until somebody wonderful comes and saves me![]()
I have to write an essay for my class, so lots of stress. I can't sit for long cuz my back starts to hurt.