How are you feeling?

[Danfalc]

^ Nice job! Especially with explaining your anxiety. That's great, just great


I don't know about you all, but when I'm feeling "better" I feel worse. When I feel energetic or talkative, I have to come back to reality and realize that I have nobody to talk to, no little place I love to be. Feeling even minorly content makes me more lonely. I crash immediately afterwards.

Thanks man (and EasySkankin!)

And yeah,I find any high's are quickly followed my low dips.I guess that's why it's important for us to try and make the effort even when were not feeling great.I know it's not easy though.But recently while forcing myself into social situations even though I didn't wan't too or feel comfortable In,they wen't a lot better than I expected.

But still try and be positive about the fact you did well,try and use those times to challenge your negative thoughts if that makes sense.Sounds like your true self is still shining through despite your anxieties best efforts and that's a good sign

 

[DespairSoul]

Like some one rip my heart on small pieces::::
Like i will not go trought my issues.
Like i will dont survive.

 

[FountainandFairfax]

I’m dead tired, but not ready for my day to end. I also have a little sciatica giving me some pain, but I’ll live.

I’m looking forward to getting a new book this weekend called “The Schopenhauer Cure”, and enjoying Thanksgiving on Thursday.

 

[EasySkanking]

*mooooch*

BIG KISS to tele!!

Just be yourself girl. No one here will judge you - and if they do - **** them

 

[Danfalc]

Tired so I better drag myself to bed.But it's cheered me up chatting with a few people on here tonight so thanks.Night peeps.

 

[EasySkanking]

'Nite Dan! Have a good one!

 

[vj288]

Like total crap.

 

[emerald_star733]

quiet.. reflective.. a lil sad

 

[EscapeArtist]

ugh.

go away, silly emotions.

(i wish i had the courage to be more than vague.)

It takes some courage to openly wish you had courage!

 

[EscapeArtist]

I can feel myself getting bitter

 

[Blaze]

Tired of sitting at the PC, I sat my ass down when I got home from work and haven't gotten up. But do I do anything about it? NO! >.<

 

[hoddesdon]

enigmatic ***

 

[Danfalc]

Determined but frustrated.Think I jinxed myself my thinking my sleeping pattern was back to normal.Still going to give myself one hour In bed In the afternoon to tie me over,then drag my ass to the gym.

I'm going to feel so self conscious showering next to body builders again after not going for ages lol >.< But The sooner I start the better.

 

[philly2bits]

Determined but frustrated.Think I jinxed myself my thinking my sleeping pattern was back to normal.Still going to give myself one hour In bed In the afternoon to tie me over,then drag my ass to the gym.

I'm going to feel so self conscious showering next to body builders again after not going for ages lol >.< But The sooner I start the better.

Story of my life with the sleep. Every time is looks to be going my way I slip back off track. You'd think I would stop getting my hopes up by now.

 

[Danfalc]

Story of my life with the sleep. Every time is looks to be going my way I slip back off track. You'd think I would stop getting my hopes up by now.

Eh,I wan't to say glad I'm not the only one,but I would not wish anyone to have a sucky sleep pattern.Hope you find a way of beating it bud.So hard to be constructive and motivated when your sleep is messed up despite your best efforts.

 

[Dronee]

Eh,I wan't to say glad I'm not the only one,but I would not wish anyone to have a sucky sleep pattern.Hope you find a way of beating it bud.So hard to be constructive and motivated when your sleep is messed up despite your best efforts.

I agree wholeheartedly. Anyway, I'm feeling a little worried about someone. He's been really down lately it seems.

 

[ilmatross]

I've never been so completely and totally in love. My heart beats for this girl. I think she's the one, I've been through a lot of girls and I've never felt or acted this way.

She's everything I never knew I needed or wanted.

I can't get her off my mind

Love is good. It's really, really good.

Have an amazing day spw. If you don't have someone I know you all will soon. Someone special for all the special people who post here.

 

[KiaKaha]

Annoyed. My parents think I have this issue with people and that I am just being difficult. You would think out of all the people in the world your parents would be the ones to stick by you...but no... they dont...they dont even try, they think its all in my head and dont seem to fathom something called ANXIETY. Its not all black and white. Things arent all that they seem. Blah blah blah.

 

[planemo]

I feel like I haven't been myself for a really long time now. I used to be a very quiet, humble person who if he felt hurt, would only feel that hurt inside, away from the passing judgment of the world. Nowadays, my patience and acceptance is short and my rage towards all things destructive is fierce.

I have truly lost myself, during these years of sheer misery. People can and will tell me that what I've been through is not that bad, and that in time things will get better, but they have no idea as to what really happened. To go into detail would shock most and probably embarrass me. My "true" self is not very evident these days. My alternate self seems to have taken over, as a way to stop me from being bullied by life itself. But this hasn't changed a thing, it has only served to make me restless and in the mood to become destructive to myself and my surroundings.

I have truly lost myself amidst the chaos of this painful reality. I wish I could just end everything, as peacefully and inconspicuously as I had come, and every memory would just become the nothing I always hoped for.

 

[Kiwong]

I'm an old plodder. I only managed 2:47 for an 800m race.