How are you feeling?

[panicsurvivor]

Do not understand. Acting brave, B capitalized. Why?

In front of others, a shell, you know me but you don't know me. Do not think it is acting brave. I must really not understand.

I some times use capitol letters for no reason. As far as acting brave.
I mean acting like I am a normal person who doesn't have a panic disorder.
Acting like I am fine in front of my kids, when I am living in a nightmare.
Being able to make a bunch of *******s scared ****less that I am going to beat their ass, only to be afraid of going for a walk in the park.
Do you understand now?

 

[danyule]

feeling fantastic at the moment
for the first time in a while, new meds must be working

 

[Ran]

Stressing a bit over moving plans but enjoying the lovely day. ♥

 

[Ignace]

Nervous for school for school the day after tomorrow.::

 

[davidburke]

i just felt suddenly really depressed today ::

 

[rodinski]

feel like crap.

 

[davidburke]

I ****ing hate when they come down here .... Turn on the tv, then go back up stairs. Piss me the **** off!!!

i very much share your anger

 

[coyote]

I'm feeling Arial Narrow!

 

[petrified eyes]

AAAAHHHHH!!!! I'm so frustrated with myself! All I have to do is press a damn button! The message is written, spell checked, ready to be sent, and I just can't press SEND. I've been trying to for 5 days now. I just can't send it.

 

[lunaticbinge]

AAAAHHHHH!!!! I'm so frustrated with myself! All I have to do is press a damn button! The message is written, spell checked, ready to be sent, and I just can't press SEND. I've been trying to for 5 days now. I just can't send it.

What is this message for?

 

[petrified eyes]

What is this message for?

A few months ago, an old friend and I tracked each other down on facebook. I haven't seen this person in 6 or 7 years. We occasionally message or text each other, we both agreed that we should hang out sometime. This message I'm trying to send, is about actually making plans to. Every time I think about sending it, I get a major anxiety attack. I really want to hang out with this person, we got along great years ago, but we all know what social phobics and avoidant personalities are like don't we?

 

[EasySkanking]

That sucks petrified, I feel for you

As for me, I feel allright ...

 

[lunaticbinge]

Just send it! The more you think about it the worse it will get! I'm sure it will work out fine.

 

[BlueDays]

I feel like I am slipping backwards down a slippery slope, with nothing to grab onto to stop myself.

 

[Ran]

Tired but good, even though I'm crying my eyes out at a song I can actually relate to.

 

[EasySkanking]

I can't remember the last time I cried . I wish I could do it.... god, I feel so numb! :/

 

[McLeanJ08]

I actually feel pretty good, today people in school actually noticed i exist, which made me as happy as a clam.

 

[Falkor]

I'm feeling alright, I'm just a little dissapointed in my life, because I'm stuck at home. I wish I could just study again, or find a job. But my social anxiety is too bad, i really hope I can do that again, somehow

 

[danyule]

Jealous, a little let down.

 

[Ran]

Getting stressed about moving again.