How are you feeling?

[EasySkanking]

I kept knocking over my bike, miss reading my address list, dropping stuff, I took nearly half an hour to do 8 houses. Just the basic incompetend stuff.. There wasn't a single thing that went right today.

As someone with SA, that's how you start, trust me . When I started at my job, I was a complete nervous wreck... things went horrible for me - I wasn't able to finish my work... and so many other mishaps... Things get better though, you get better at your job and you do so more efficiently and more confident. Keep trying if you have the chance, you'll be fine

 

[BlueDays]

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[fitftw]

I want the Ab Roller Evolution. lol. Need a way to work out at home when the snow season hits and I don't want to go to the gym when it's 20 degrees outside...

Katie that's awesome, I wonder what the real reason some people just don't get bitten. I'm too lazy to look it up, and I'm not asking you to. I'll just accept that that's just how it is, lol although I do sometimes enjoy scratching the **** out of bites ;/

and puma, my first day on the ship I couldn't remember where ANYTHING was. It took me about 3 weeks before I really figured out where I was and how to get anywhere the quickest way...it's totally normal for some people to take a while to learn, cheer up

 

[BlackPuma]

I'm sorry guys, I don't to be ''that guy'' to just give up, but I just can't do it. There's something with making sense of numbers that I can't seem to do. Same thing with street names and orientation. I'm just too slow mentally and physically to do the majority of jobs. I'll just keep looking..

Thank you for your support, though. Skankin, Mandy, Fitftw, you're all sweethearts.

 

[EasySkanking]

I really wish you could try again, at least once.... if you feel it doesn't work out, then go ahead and find something else

 

[BlackPuma]

Nah, it's really not an option. The guy I was with for the day was also the person who'd become my boss if I were to get a contract. And he himself told me that my performance was bad, monumentally bad. And even though I could learn it, out of experience I know it would take me 7 months, at least. And I don't to feel this way for that long..

I don't know why, but I'm slow that way. =/

Still, thank you for trying to motivate me. That's very kind off you. =3

 

[EasySkanking]

Ah...sorry to hear that man :/

If I was a millionaire (billionaire - even better) I'd give you a job where you would only have to follow me around... (lol) Hmmm... maybe I could hire you as an ass-kisser?

Sorry... thought I'd lighten up the mood. That's very sad to hear puma... I don't know what to say, other than there's always a way (and I'm sure you know that )

You can find something else... Good luck man!

 

[BlackPuma]

Ah...sorry to hear that man :/

If I was a millionaire (billionaire - even better) I'd give you a job where you would only have to follow me around... (lol) Hmmm... maybe I could hire you as an ass-kisser?

Sorry... thought I'd lighten up the mood. That's very sad to hear puma... I don't know what to say, other than there's always a way (and I'm sure you know that )

You can find something else...

Well.. I'm a good ass-kisser, LMFAO. Though, literal and spoken meaning of the phrase 'ass-kisser' would have to be specified in the job description. Needless to say, one would have to pay more then the other. x3

Nah, it's okay. I'll just keep looking. I'm sad now, but when I've felt sorry for myself for a while, I'll regain my strength and try something else. At least I've learned something about myself today, so it hasn't been a total loss.

 

[DarkPhoenix]

Sorry to hear about your rough first day on the job blackpuma, i'm hopeless with numbers as well, keep your head up mate

 

[206Raider]

I'm feeling great but I know it's shortlived. God damn I can be such a failure sometimes. I hope ya'll are doing good!

 

[Danfalc]

Has another night of no sleep.Though I'm up nice and early for a change so going to try and turn it into a positive and get some jobs done and my flat tidy ect

Might go gym later if I'm not to tired too.Also I feel let down by a few people recently,but at the same time some people have also surprised me and been so nice.

 

[Hikari]

Feeling really down. I can't talk to anyone in my life about my feelings because they get mad at me or make fun of me. So I just have to hold it in and keep going, and hope everything will be okay.

 

[Falkor]

I'm feeling OK. today it's just one of those days to relax.
Doing pretty much nothing haha.
This evening a chat friend will call me, on the phone.
I'm really nervous.. haha
I'm always really anxious what I must say, mostly it goes automaticly but sometimes i'm out of words.. and that i feel like.. oops ::
But i know she won't judge me because she went through the same damn thing.. !

Tomorrow I'm going to shop in germany yeey!
And after that i'm going to eat in a restaurant, i'm doing so many things lately! It's going really good!!
I try to step into the wide world again!!! Because I know that's important for me. I will experience positive things and i will feel joy!

xx

 

[SociallyAwkwardAndShy]

I have been feeling really good this week. I went out with friends, actually socialized with non-friends (Big step for me) and didn't get very nervous. I wasn't the most talkative person there but i wasn't the quietest .
then yesterday it was like someone saw that i was doing to well and decided to make it rain. I got stood up yesterday. :: I'm trying to not let this get me down. I'm trying to move on and not dwell on it. But there is a voice that keeps asking me "Whats wrong with me?"

 

[Haruhiist]

I have been feeling really good this week. I went out with friends, actually socialized with non-friends (Big step for me) and didn't get very nervous. I wasn't the most talkative person there but i wasn't the quietest .
then yesterday it was like someone saw that i was doing to well and decided to make it rain. I got stood up yesterday. :: I'm trying to not let this get me down. I'm trying to move on and not dwell on it. But there is a voice that keeps asking me "Whats wrong with me?"

Don't let people ruin your day... I've got that too. I was having fun with a friend, then suddenly, I saw a bully of my old school, smirking at me and gossiping to his friend. These *******s should just rot away some far place away.

Anyway, I'm rooting for you! Don't mind the bad people, and remember the compliments that people give, like I just did now!

 

[fitftw]

did you find out why you got stood up? Maybe he simply forgot, or something came up. Don't beat yourself up just yet.

Going to the gym to pump that iron, yo.

 

[userremoved]

Like an old and worn out gym sock.

 

[mrb]

yea im ok , we had to move this young couple today , after we loaded up all the stuff we had to go to some garage to get a mattress , when we took the matress into the house the woman went OMG OMG i was like huh what what ....... mice she said mice having been chewing the side of the mattress what shall i do she said ...... i said huh i dunno put some bread and cheese out for it .....

 

[EasySkanking]

Lool....

I would've said "take out the shotgun"! Bam!

 

[mrb]

tired done a hard days work , then done my training , ill prob just go to bed in a min .....