How are you feeling?

this_portrait

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I'm feeling a little lonely. =/

"[He] is everything to me;
the unrequited dream;
the song that no one sings;
the unattainable.

[He's] a myth that I have to believe in.
All I need to make it real is one more reason.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
when [he] makes me sad."

"Vermilion" - Slipknot
 

P+G

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I assume something extremely embarrassing happened to you.. don't worry about it bro, I've been in situations where I just wanted to curl up and die.

It wasn't exactly embarrassing. I just felt so out of place. I was extra quiet that day and I tried to hide myself away from others by looking down. My hands were clammy and my cheeks were flushed. I thought people were trying to distance themselves away from me. It's better knowing that others feel the same, I just wish I could meet them.

Anyway, it's a new day and I'm feeling much better. At times I just can't stop smiling. :)
 

Kinetik

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Pretty bad at the moment as I'm having terrible paxil withdrawal symptoms. I feel totally lethargic, depersonalized, dizzy, nauseous, depressed, and I can't sleep for the life of me. It was probably my own fault for quitting cold turkey a few days ago, but I think each day will be slightly better than the last so I'm trying to persevere. This has truly reaffirmed my initial belief that all meds are unhealthy garbage.
 
Pretty bad at the moment as I'm having terrible paxil withdrawal symptoms. I feel totally lethargic, depersonalized, dizzy, nauseous, depressed, and I can't sleep for the life of me. It was probably my own fault for quitting cold turkey a few days ago, but I think each day will be slightly better than the last so I'm trying to persevere. This has truly reaffirmed my initial belief that all meds are unhealthy garbage.

i tried that myself - i wouldn't recommend it. i don't think the brain handles it very well in the long run. i stuck it out for several months, but still felt like crap, so went back on it.

i'm currently going down by 2.5mg a week and i think it's too fast. one site recommended that amount every few weeks.
 

WelshOne

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Feeling pretty psych'd at the moment. I think I impressed my engineering tutor at college! :) We were asked to read out our answer for one particularly tricky math question and I was the only person to get it right in the class :D Also I noticed that one of the equations provided on the assignment sheet was incorrect (I have the equations of motion memorized from when I self taught myself,) and the tutor told me that they had been using those sheets for 15 years and noone had noticed before, lol :) Yay! Makes up for what I did yesterday which made him call me a trouble maker! ::eek::
 

workout

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That's great WelshOne!

:) I'm feeling fantastic too because I did a great job of my writing assignment. I'm on top of the world :)
 

sorrow1

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R8 bored! mite go to asda n buy some socks

lol that reminds me i need socks. i would feel a bit strange buying socks at this time of night though. could do with some alcohol. having a bit of a relapse today. thought i was over this shit but cant help feeling rejected lonely and ugly today. nevermind alcohol will soon fix that.
 

iamthenra

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Tired.... and tired of being alone... I wish that someone wanted me in their life. It would feel amazing to be loved by someone.
 
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