How are you feeling?

Fearing I'm losing my Wife. Still with the paranoia. I just want her to be happy but am struggling to tell her whats going on with me. Why can't I do it already. Loser

Deus_Ex_Lemur said: ↑

YUP! Be mindful of the NOW. Even if something bad will happen, and it will, it can be weeks or months... it's all a conversation in your head and not reality can't let it ruin your moment! We get so used to feeling joyless and bad about ourselves our brains become more used to that state of mind - it takes hard conscious effort at first to vex and control those "thoughts". We can do it =D

So glad you're feeling GOOD today Mountain; don't let those "bad" thoughts ruin your mojo or break your stride!

Matthew Wilder - Break My Stride - YouTube

Thanks guys i'll try my best to stay positive. 🙂

Beatrice said: ↑

I feel ill :🙁: My head hurts, my stomach hurt earlier, just a general feeling of malaise. Blehhhhhhhh. Ick.

i know how you feel

i had a sub for lunch

and dropped some malaise on my shirt

You white people just love that malaise, don't you.

I was just about to ask wtf malaise was lmao

Exhausted. And kinda sad and blah...

PipsMcClawski said: ↑

I was just about to ask wtf malaise was lmao

Isn't malaise when you are tired or weak?

superfluouslyme said: ↑

Isn't malaise when you are tired or weak?

I thought it was something you put on a hot dog or sandwich?

Are you screwing with me, Lemur? I can't tell when you don't use emoticons!

😉😮🙂:🙁:

Not very pleasant right now, though I do feel refreshed and clean from a shower.

Sleepy and lonely. I wish someone loved me. I think I'm a good and beautiful person, so why am I so alone?

Depression Glass said: ↑

Sleepy and lonely. I wish someone loved me. I think I'm a good and beautiful person, so why am I so alone?

^I know the feeling.If you ever need to talk I'm right here 😉

my bf and i sometimes perform at open mics. now we've been asked to play a non-open-mic set at a winehouse coming up and this stupid, hokey name our friends labeled us with has stuck and somehow we are being billed with it. every time we perform. UGH. i don't know how to be nice and ask them to stop calling us this stupid name.

Feeling like I want to take action and change my life, but feeling also like i'm still holding back from fully feeling that way. How to let go completely?? I guess it comes from a series of choices that one can only make when they come

Tired.....

Melancholy.

Cauliflower cheese for lunch.
Melon for after.

i feel sick. my birthday is in less than a week.i'm being forced to spend the day with my husband's family.then i'm being forced to go to a stupid party with a bunch of people i don't know.

i may vomit.

Agent_Violet said: ↑

i feel sick. my birthday is in less than a week.i'm being forced to spend the day with my husband's family.then i'm being forced to go to a stupid party with a bunch of people i don't know.

i may vomit.

Isn't supposed to be YOUR day?

Maybe now you should go if they already made efforts to make you have a good time (with good intentions), but for the next year you should tell them (and they should understand) that this is your day and you want to do something else (whatever it is).

Hope it all goes well. Good luck! And happy birthday 😀

MrJones said: ↑

Isn't supposed to be YOUR day?

Maybe now you should go if they already made efforts to make you have a good time (with good intentions), but for the next year you should tell them (and they should understand) that this is your day and you want to do something else (whatever it is).

Hope it all goes well. Good luck! And happy birthday 😀

that's what *I* have been saying. it's like i'm invisible when it comes to people respecting my wishes. My husband's family(his mother mostly) just can't understand how someone would want to just receive a birthday card in the mail without having a huge celebration at their home for the day. UGH.

You can't get out of having these people force themselves on you...unless I fake my own death and then mysteriously come back to life after my birthday, I'm stuck dealing with these people in my house all afternoon...and knowing his mother, even if I faked my own death, she'd reschedule the party for after I miraculously came back to life:rolleyes:

Agent_Violet said: ↑

i feel sick. my birthday is in less than a week.i'm being forced to spend the day with my husband's family.then i'm being forced to go to a stupid party with a bunch of people i don't know.

i may vomit.

This is how I feel. My presentation is in 30 minutes and I can't focus my thoughts. Plus I had too much coffee so im jittery...