invited to a party today...in my new school, I had to accept though I know I'll be feeling anxious
That's great! 🙂 It's OK to feel anxious, just don't let that stop you from going. Remember - they invited you because they like you and want you to be there.
for the first time in a long time ive woken up happy, sober.
ive been working on my SA and forcing myself to believe there's nothing wrong with me, there's nothing to be ashamed of, and i am cool enough for other people to want to be my friends. 😀
it's been / will be a long trip, but i'm getting there slowly.
Apathetic and upset, if you can actually feel both at the same time. College is getting into full swing and the longer I’m here the longer I just want to stay in my room by myself. I can’t seem to muster up much excitement for anything. I dont really have any friends, just acquaintances, so no one to do anything with. I just wish things were different, that I could find someway to make them different, I know this isn’t supposed to be how college is.
I think someone is trying to annoy me on purpose. They make annoying noises...cough, sneeze.. dig up his nose and touch all over the food hes cooking... well whether there was food here or not... i won't be eating it. Just glad I dont get sick anymore.
I dont even know why i complain. No one cares :/
Like you would make your bf stop sneezing and digging up his nose when hes cooking.
you kiss his ass
Confused and depressed. Friend's buddy just died in a car accident. Another friend's girlfriend mysteriously died. His and my friend committed suicide a month ago. Can't imagine what he's going through. People are dropping like flies. Life is pointless.
Confused and depressed. Friend's buddy died just in a car accident. Another friend's girlfriend mysteriously died. His and my friend committed suicide a month ago. Can't imagine what he's going through. People are dropping like flies. Life is pointless.
I always want to be next....
but am I ever?
I don't know exactly why I stay.
Maybe I really do want to live :/
A bit disappointed. I just asked the coffee shop girl out, and she is apparently seeing someone,...I guess I got all those flirtatious signals wrong. Its ok though... we can "just be friends"
A bit disappointed. I just asked the coffee shop girl out, and she is apparently seeing someone,...I guess I got all those flirtatious signals wrong. Its ok though... we can "just be friends"
I am ok really...just need to vent I guess.
a lot of people still flirt even though they're taken
she probably was flirting - just take it as a compliment
maybe the next girl you exchange flirts with will be available
a lot of people still flirt even though they're taken
she probably was flirting - just take it as a compliment
maybe the next girl you exchange flirts with will be available
Flirtation: to behave amorously without serious intent.
That's quite the definition. Not sure what it means. Or how it works.
Invisible to me. Obviously oblivious.
i recently made friends and now i feel like it's a responsibility. turned my phone off today just so i can have isolation and peace. i like them, obviously, but i need total uninterrupted isolation to recharge. literally. if i do not get my alone time in i will be miserable, then people will really hate me.