Terrible.....absolutely terrible!
How are you feeling?
I've got to start running again, I'm getting very unfit.
It's raining hard from where I am and it feels good to just hangout in the couch and read a book while drinking coffee. Reality check: I'm at the office right now :crying:
Worthless.
Ever since this new girl started volunteering at the hotel all chores are done before I even get there. I don't blame her being tenacious and good at her job - but it just sucks. They barely need me there any more and that realization is making it harder and harder to go.
To the extent where I'll not even bother much of the time. Which makes the feeling even worse, because then you also feel guilty.
It's either go and feel useless and socially anxious or stay at home and feel useless and guilty. It's a no win scenario.
Ever since this new girl started volunteering at the hotel all chores are done before I even get there. I don't blame her being tenacious and good at her job - but it just sucks. They barely need me there any more and that realization is making it harder and harder to go.
To the extent where I'll not even bother much of the time. Which makes the feeling even worse, because then you also feel guilty.
It's either go and feel useless and socially anxious or stay at home and feel useless and guilty. It's a no win scenario.
You could start creating problems there that only you can fix.BlackPuma said: ↑Worthless.
Ever since this new girl started volunteering at the hotel all chores are done before I even get there. I don't blame her being tenacious and good at her job - but it just sucks. They barely need me there any more and that realization is making it harder and harder to go.
To the extent where I'll not even bother much of the time. Which makes the feeling even worse, because then you also feel guilty.
It's either go and feel useless and socially anxious or stay at home and feel useless and guilty. It's a no win scenario.
S_Spartan said: ↑You could start creating problems there that only you can fix.
I don't think they consider slightly askew pencils on a table or desk as world shattering a problem as I do. 🤭
BlackPuma said: ↑Worthless.
Ever since this new girl started volunteering at the hotel all chores are done before I even get there. I don't blame her being tenacious and good at her job - but it just sucks. They barely need me there any more and that realization is making it harder and harder to go.
To the extent where I'll not even bother much of the time. Which makes the feeling even worse, because then you also feel guilty.
It's either go and feel useless and socially anxious or stay at home and feel useless and guilty. It's a no win scenario.
Become a self appointed supevisor bridging the gap between the volunteers and management. Everybody wins. :perfect:
Lately, nothing seems that engaging. I suppose it's a sort of existential boredom.
Sagan said: ↑Lately, nothing seems that engaging. I suppose it's a sort of existential boredom.
I know what you mean :/
It ****ing pisses me off when someone belittles things like depression and anxiety. If I just wanted ****ing attention I don't think I would have kept up a pretense for this many years, there are many other ways of getting attention. I mean HONESTLY.
If you don't understand, try to. If you don't care, fine, but keep it to yourself. And if you have nothing but scorn and disbelief (or you want to be a patronizing douchebag), stay the **** away from me.
🙂
If you don't understand, try to. If you don't care, fine, but keep it to yourself. And if you have nothing but scorn and disbelief (or you want to be a patronizing douchebag), stay the **** away from me.
🙂
^^^ True. My anxiety, is driven by a desire to avoid attention, I don't want people to notice me, or my anxiety.
Oh yes, this is what I struggle with.Sagan said: ↑Lately, nothing seems that engaging. I suppose it's a sort of existential boredom.
Maybe I'll just embrace a fantasy life, free of depression, full of dreams, and spend my days out of touch with reality. Monkish1, signing out.
I stay taking things personally. It's really ridiculous. Skin, please get thicker! How are you not thicker than this by now?
So very exhausted and tired.
Why does it take so much effort and energy just to survive? :sad: :veryangry:
Why does it take so much effort and energy just to survive? :sad: :veryangry:
Happy one minute and depressed a few hours later.
So f**kin' sick of being judged and looked upon with contempt just for merely not liking things everyone else does. Just because I like or don't like a certain thing (be it music, movies, TV show or whatever) doesn't no-one should like it. Whatever happen to each their own, huh?
I guess I'll never be happy. Oh, well... :sad:
I guess I'll never be happy. Oh, well... :sad:
Migraine + heat = sleepy. Nap = worse migraine. Excedrin = no more migraine, but unable to nap and fix sleepiness.
So, migraine gone but still sleepy.
So, migraine gone but still sleepy.
Opaline said: ↑Migraine + heat = sleepy. Nap = worse migraine. Excedrin = no more migraine, but unable to nap and fix sleepiness.
So, migraine gone but still sleepy.
Can't you lie down and just rest instead? Then at the very least your bones and muscles can decompress. It's not sleep, but I always find that it helps a bit.