yet again, as always.
I feel ugly, plain and simple. I wish I had an average face, I'd give absolutely anything for that. I don't even want to be considered "attractive" per se, I'd give anything to fit into the average category. I feel it's completely out of my control though :/, I can't change my face, it's what I was given and there isn't a damn thing I can do to change that beyond surgery. I need to lose a little bit of weight too, and that IS in my control, I know it is. However, I also feel like there is no point in trying to lose weight if I am destined to always have this ugly face, if that makes any sense? I'm just tired of feeling like a freak everyday. I wish I could be average, only average. I'm not even asking to be beautiful here, just comfortable enough to step foot outside. I can only wish though, *sigh*.