I'm getting sick again. I had a really awful fight with my mom. We talked it through a couple of hours ago, but she's upset and I'm upset and it's just a big bummer.
I wish I was never born, it would be so much better for me and everyone around me.....
How do you figure that? It wouldn't be better for me or anyone else on here. So, what's on your mind?
I wish I was never born, it would be so much better for me and everyone around me.....
Oh I can just tell, I can't ever be anything for anyone, I can't be a good friend or family, its even hard for me to do things that most people don't have to think about. Sorry I didn't mean to spread negativity on the site, its just I'm feel really low at the moment.
Thank you, I really hope things get easier. Maybe I just have to keep tryingHas anyone told you that you were a bad friend? Being a good family/friend simply means to be there for them, to be kind and respect them. You've done all of that from what I've seen of you. You don't have to do anything spectacular to be a friend. Following that thought, even if it is hard, you still get it accomplished right? Time and experience make things easier.
Hopeless and I can't seem to accept it.
My life won't be the same again...
It's been becoming clearer that I am the problem. I wish I knew how to fix myself.hey man, what seems to be the problem?
But then I would have one less person being nice to me. And we would lose a great person on this forum.I wish I was never born, it would be so much better for me and everyone around me.....
I know what you're feeling, mate. I'm 25 and it's a similar story.
Hopefully you can push through this and start living! You want to travel? So do I! Where do you want to visit?
Oh I can just tell, I can't ever be anything for anyone, I can't be a good friend or family, its even hard for me to do things that most people don't have to think about. Sorry I didn't mean to spread negativity on the site, its just I'm feel really low at the moment.
It's been becoming clearer that I am the problem. I wish I knew how to fix myself.
For sure. You still need some start-up money for volunteer but hopefully you can do that if that's what you want to do. Always welcome to Australia, mate!Lots of places. USA, Australia, Iceland, Africa, South America.
I hope to go and do some volunteering in some of these countries at some point, but it costs a lot of money to volunteer abroad. Thousands of pounds in some instances.
What's on the agenda?I'm really not looking forward to the coming week, I'll try to keep positive :\
Feeling more alive is a good thing, right? Embrace it!I feel more alive than I have in years.
But then I worry that I'm just high.
(I hate being crazy.)
You shouldn't. You've only made a handful of posts at the moment, but I can already tell you have a lot going for you. People get angry and frustrated at times and that is a normal feeling. Hopefully it will pass and you'll be alright again.![]()
What's happening the coming week that you are anxious? I'm not looking forward to it either, I have some very important mock exams and I'm so stressed out.I'm really not looking forward to the coming week, I'll try to keep positive :\
There's no need to apologise. I'm just glad it's all better now.I'm so sorry for writing all that negative stuff without even introducing myselfhaha it is better now, the next day, although not quite. I guess I just needed to talk about it
Sorry once again but thank you for the support
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