How are you feeling?

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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I don't want to let my current low-esteem skew my thoughts and get upset and angered over something and feel like it's because of me and I'm a burden - but hard not to. Even though I KNOW it's probably furthest thing from the truth - yet still feel the skewed thoughts. So absurdly contradictory. What that stuff does. BAH STUPID MIND! :eek:
 

DeadmanWalking

Well-known member
I don't want to let my current low-esteem skew my thoughts and get upset and angered over something and feel like it's because of me and I'm a burden - but hard not to. Even though I KNOW it's probably furthest thing from the truth - yet still feel the skewed thoughts. So absurdly contradictory. What that stuff does. BAH STUPID MIND! :eek:

Don't worry; my superior technology should be able to replace your puny human brain:rolleyes:. Just hold still, this may hurt....... just a little bit:eek:!
Seriously though, we, at SPW, are here to say that you are not a burden! I'd say let your emotions have some sort of release, get angry and then let it ooze out or let it express itself on your pillow or whatever that can take the beating.
 

Invisibleman

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whoa i havent been on the forums for a bit but nothing much has happened. Tonight I did go to the movies with an old friend and it actually really cheered me up. I built up the courage to drive by myself (something im deathly afraid of) and I picked him up from work and then to the movies. Seen the new harold and kumar and it was damn hilarious. Im feeling pretty good:)
 

DeadmanWalking

Well-known member
whoa i havent been on the forums for a bit but nothing much has happened. Tonight I did go to the movies with an old friend and it actually really cheered me up. I built up the courage to drive by myself (something im deathly afraid of) and I picked him up from work and then to the movies. Seen the new harold and kumar and it was damn hilarious. Im feeling pretty good:)

Well, good for you and congratulations:)! I hope this happiness lasts for as long as it can! Now, when you say "damn hilarious", how much are we talkin'? On a scale from 1 to 10?
 

nosferatu

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I'm sick as ****. Fever, sore throat, headache, etc. I'm also depressed about a girl I have a crush on. I'm going to take a shower, rub one out to some porn, and drink half a bottle of NyQuil. Hopefully I'll feel halfway decent in the morning. After all, I have to wake up early to pick up Skyrim. ****, I can't wait.
 
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Srijita52

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I'm sick as ****. Fever, sore throat, headache, etc. I'm also depressed about a girl I have a crush on. I'm going to take a shower, rub one out to some porn, and drink half a bottle of NyQuil. Hopefully I'll feel halfway decent in the morning. After all, I have to wake up early to pick up Skyrim. ****, I can't wait.

Ahh being sick sucks! I hope you feel better soon ;)
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Just found out one of my cousins had seizure in the street yesterday. In Annan, a town not far from where I live in the Scottish Borders. Lucky, an off-duty paramedic just happened to witness it happening and called an ambulance. My mum saying they don't know what caused it, but I suspect (and am probably right) it's due to his on-going drug abuse. My family have been aware of it for sometime now, and I've known about it since I was 13 or 14 years old.

Maybe this will be a wake up call to him to get sober? Though, I'm not optimistic about that, to be honest. What a crap year this is turning out to be for me. ::(:
 

KevVversion1

Active member
With my hands ;)

Actually, since today seems a lot darker, less daylight searing through at me than yesterday. I feel like I may do something productive before 4pm today. I'm considering getting off the sofa to put some music on. This will inspire me to do the dishes. I'm hoping that could lead to possibly doing some painting which I've put off all week.
 

Mickery

Well-known member
Sometimes I think that the worst part is not having this condition, but digging yourself out of the hole it put you in. You can be in a position where you want to get out there and it doesn't matter because there's nowhere to go and nobody to go with. Even if you manage that, your life is so sub-par that you can't follow up on it. I'm so tired of being me. I don't want to be me any more.
 
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