I don't really know what to say but I guess I'll begin with why I joined your site.
A week ago, for the first time in a very long time, I self-harmed again
. I was doing so well and I hated myself for it afterwards. I seriously thought I'd given that **** up. I don't want it to get out of control this time and I hope this will help me. I feel alien because of the stupid things I do but I really hope I'm not alone, at least not on here. I just don't know how to talk to strangers . I even deleted my Facebook for good today because it dawned on me I don't really have any real friends. Those 'friends' who added me on Facebook I've met maybe once in my life so why should I kid myself that they care? Why do I deserve contact with them behind a screen if I wouldn't talk to them in the same way face-to-face?
Anyway, thank you for reading
A week ago, for the first time in a very long time, I self-harmed again
. I was doing so well and I hated myself for it afterwards. I seriously thought I'd given that **** up. I don't want it to get out of control this time and I hope this will help me. I feel alien because of the stupid things I do but I really hope I'm not alone, at least not on here. I just don't know how to talk to strangers . I even deleted my Facebook for good today because it dawned on me I don't really have any real friends. Those 'friends' who added me on Facebook I've met maybe once in my life so why should I kid myself that they care? Why do I deserve contact with them behind a screen if I wouldn't talk to them in the same way face-to-face? Anyway, thank you for reading
