dpr
Well-known member
she said we need to "take a break" (we all know what that means) because i have a crappy job, am 33 years old, in debt and still live at home with my parents.
i have the crappy job and the debt because of my SP. in the past i had jobs that paid much better but had to quit because of my SP.
i really tried to make this one count. i didn't cheat on her, i didn't lie to her, i tried to become a better person for her and i still ****ed it up.
i am seeing a therapist, going to social functions and my debt is almost paid off. i felt like i was making progress. but she is tired of putting her life on hold while she waits for me to get it together.
next stop black hole, i guess.
what's the point? there is no point.
parents are away, brother is away, house all to myself.
feeling almost happy in that i have finally made a good decision out of so many countless terrible decisions.
i love all of you.
i have the crappy job and the debt because of my SP. in the past i had jobs that paid much better but had to quit because of my SP.
i really tried to make this one count. i didn't cheat on her, i didn't lie to her, i tried to become a better person for her and i still ****ed it up.
i am seeing a therapist, going to social functions and my debt is almost paid off. i felt like i was making progress. but she is tired of putting her life on hold while she waits for me to get it together.
next stop black hole, i guess.
what's the point? there is no point.
parents are away, brother is away, house all to myself.
feeling almost happy in that i have finally made a good decision out of so many countless terrible decisions.
i love all of you.