Hello people , sorry for my bad English
I will not talk too much about details about what bothers me ,because I know how can be scary.Last few days I was thinking too much about universe,stars,about why we are here,and how we are so small compared to big and infinite universe etc ,about God and how he looks like? It's so terryfing that I can not explain. I freak out when I think about it. When I didn't have anxiety, I never feared these questions.
Those question happened after I googled to much about God and religion,and my friend who is believer told me not to use my imagination too much.
Of course I can not image it, but the problem is as someone force me to think about that question again and again,and it's so scary,because I'm trying to imagine how God looks or universe but then I freak out, and I think I'm going crazy. I feel anxious,warm waves trough my body,and terrible fear.
I wanted to ask am I the only one surviving this ? The thoughts are much more stronger in the morning and evening,and I freak out when I think about reality etc. I lost wish to spent time with people because of that anxious feeling and fear.Funny thing that only when I'm anxious I fear,when I'm relaxed I enjoy in random things and talking to people.
I want to hear from people who have similar experiences how do you cope with this?
I also want to ask if anyone who experienced this ever visited psychiatrist or psychotherapist and what did they tell you about that? Can these obsessive thoughts make people go insane? lol
Feel free to share your experience with this,it's nice when we support eachother,and knowing we are not alone in this
I'm right now feeling good,and not fear of nothing,I just wanted to disscus about this more,so we can better understand.
Thank you so much.
I will not talk too much about details about what bothers me ,because I know how can be scary.Last few days I was thinking too much about universe,stars,about why we are here,and how we are so small compared to big and infinite universe etc ,about God and how he looks like? It's so terryfing that I can not explain. I freak out when I think about it. When I didn't have anxiety, I never feared these questions.
Those question happened after I googled to much about God and religion,and my friend who is believer told me not to use my imagination too much.
Of course I can not image it, but the problem is as someone force me to think about that question again and again,and it's so scary,because I'm trying to imagine how God looks or universe but then I freak out, and I think I'm going crazy. I feel anxious,warm waves trough my body,and terrible fear.
I wanted to ask am I the only one surviving this ? The thoughts are much more stronger in the morning and evening,and I freak out when I think about reality etc. I lost wish to spent time with people because of that anxious feeling and fear.Funny thing that only when I'm anxious I fear,when I'm relaxed I enjoy in random things and talking to people.
I want to hear from people who have similar experiences how do you cope with this?
I also want to ask if anyone who experienced this ever visited psychiatrist or psychotherapist and what did they tell you about that? Can these obsessive thoughts make people go insane? lol
Feel free to share your experience with this,it's nice when we support eachother,and knowing we are not alone in this
I'm right now feeling good,and not fear of nothing,I just wanted to disscus about this more,so we can better understand.
Thank you so much.