Do you want to die?

Do you want to die?

  • Yes

    Votes: 47 47.0%
  • No

    Votes: 53 53.0%

  • Total voters
    100

Meowza

Active member
I have wanted to die in the past, but not now. So many responsibilities... and things will get better. I live in hope anyways :)
 
I have wanted to die in the past, but not now. So many responsibilities... and things will get better. I live in hope anyways :)

I admire people who still have hope:)
Mine wilted and died many years ago when I failed to water it enough.::eek:: (metaphorically speaking)

I wish you could simply go out and buy some hope.:rolleyes:
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
I admire people who still have hope:)
Mine wilted and died many years ago when I failed to water it enough.::eek:: (metaphorically speaking)

I wish you could simply go out and buy some hope.:rolleyes:

*Hands BlueDays bucket full of hope*

There, it's all I have but I figure you would put it to better use, enjoy :)
 

SilverRain

Active member
I went through a period a couple of years back where suicidal thoughts were on my mind a lot, but fortunately I never had the guts to actually go through with anything like that, and nowadays I don't consider it an option anymore. I'm still trying to find my place in the universe, as well as build myself a proper identity and it does get me down a lot, but I have this intense fear of missed opportunities and wasted potential and I've no desire to lose anymore of those than I already have. I always think to myself "No one knows what tomorrow will bring, so if I ever go through with anything so final and irreversible on a whim, I'll never know if things were just about to get better around the corner." That thought alone keeps me hopeful for every tomorrow that comes. Not assured, but hopeful.
 
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Confuseddd

Well-known member
Oh lovely, its guilt trip time. Why don't we start talking about all the starving children, burn victims and homeless people too? Works wonders on cheering up depressed individuals.

good idea.. Why dont we? Look at everyone who has it WORSE then you, then us.

I once saw a compare and contrast video of americans and 3rd world countries

Americans in an eating contest... stsrving children licking sand off there hands..

When you put everything into perspective, we are blessed more then we know.
 

tiscircle

Active member
Thought about it but figured out at the end that that's just cowardly

There's more to life that meets the eye
 

Meowza

Active member
I admire people who still have hope:)
Mine wilted and died many years ago when I failed to water it enough.::eek:: (metaphorically speaking)

I wish you could simply go out and buy some hope.:rolleyes:
Oh believe me, mine died a LONG time ago, but... it came back. I hope the same happens for you, friend. And it probably will... remember, I WAS completely hopeless...
 

Kiwong

Well-known member
My hope came back at about age 45. So there's hope that despair can change into something else.
 
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userremoved

Guest
^What happened? Well only if you dont mind telling that is.
 
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deleted user 1

Guest
Talk about a bad day. Things will get better? What a joke. Do I want to die? Yes, I couldn't want anything more. It's time to accept the cold hard facts. It's as over today as it was ten years ago, as it will be ten years from now, and ten years after that.
 

applegirl

Active member
I don't know if I want to die. In the past when I was bullied in school I really wanted to die. I convinced myself there was no future for myself and continued to be miserable and angry at the world all throughout junior high school. In high school I started to gain more interests in small things but still alone. And my anxiety level was at an all time high. I would get nervous just walking down the hall or meeting someone's gaze.
Right now I am proud of all i accomplished in therapy but my home life situation just follows a pattern of tension and heartache. I can't believe my family has turned into the family i used to see on tv all the time -- the one with the arguing and non-communicating parents. nothing ever gets resolved and no one wants to talk about their feelings because they don't know how to. i sure as hell don't, and i write about it in my journal to help get it out but when i see my own words on the pages i just feel so miserable and don't know how to get out of this terrible situation where i feel like i have no family and i'm just living w/ a bunch of strangers. so yeah, in that moment i want to die. i almost think it'd be better than living.
 

SweetCupcake

Well-known member
I finally realized last night that my life will be a constant struggle no matter what. I'll always be crippled with social anxiety. I'll never get a job, a house, get married, have kids.
My life hasn't changed in 10 years, I'm still depedant on my mother and can't lead a normal life like any other 19 year old. I'm stuck, and always will be... I just need to figure out how I'm going to end this all.
 

lunaticbinge

Well-known member
I finally realized last night that my life will be a constant struggle no matter what. I'll always be crippled with social anxiety. I'll never get a job, a house, get married, have kids.
My life hasn't changed in 10 years, I'm still depedant on my mother and can't lead a normal life like any other 19 year old. I'm stuck, and always will be... I just need to figure out how I'm going to end this all.

You and me both, man.
 
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