Do you want to die?

Do you want to die?

  • Yes

    Votes: 47 47.0%
  • No

    Votes: 53 53.0%

  • Total voters
    100

takethislife

Well-known member
I finally realized last night that my life will be a constant struggle no matter what. I'll always be crippled with social anxiety. I'll never get a job, a house, get married, have kids.
My life hasn't changed in 10 years, I'm still depedant on my mother and can't lead a normal life like any other 19 year old. I'm stuck, and always will be... I just need to figure out how I'm going to end this all.

Exactly. Nothing's gonna change.
 

Fighter86

Well-known member
Well, not really when I think about it carefully. I sure as hell want people to get out of my face though, my family, especially my dad is bothering me to hell and back, I need my own space.
 

emerald_star733

Well-known member
Not anymore... there were times when i wanted to, but truth is i just wanted the pain to go away and learn how to live, i never really wanted to die... and my grandpa shot himself and many friends have committed suicide over the years so i just couldn't do that. I have seen the pain it caused by their actions so i wouldn't put loved ones through that. I am grateful to be in a better state of mind now, but like us all, i definately have dark moments from time to time.
 
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