I used to be pretty mean when I was a kid, haha...I think I just got bored at school and I used to annoy the teacher and steal other people's pens and things, but I think that also stemmed from my social awkwardness...I was isolated and just on another planet from when I was tiny, so I acted strangely and was alienated from everyone else...when I hit puberty I think I finally realised how to relate to others "normally" but by then, I was used to being rejected and feeling substandard, so it was too late. I wondered if I had Asperger's until very recently, but I don't really fit all the criteria.
Anyway, I do think I deserved it, as hard as it is...because I had to learn somehow! I was such a WEIRD child! I remember when I was seven, a girl was going around the class asking people what their favourite TV channel was. A lot of the kids said the cool, teenage channel with all the music videos and teen dramas on it, and I decided I could win friends and influence people by showing off how smart I was. I said I loved the one with all the documentaries and foreign films on it, and that my favourite shows were current affairs programmes. I was baffled when no-one rushed to hoist me up on their shoulders and proclaim me the coolest person on Earth! I look back on things like that and cringe, and I'm so glad I am the way I am now and not like that anymore...
, it is entitled Justice? or something like that... I used to be a huge jerk to a lot of people in grade school and continued to do so until about gr 11. I feel like having SA has completely changed my view on how I treat others and now I do my very best to be kind and empathetic towards others. In a way SA has opened up my eyes and showed me how people should treat one another but unfortunately it has also made me more aware of how people actually do treat one another, which makes me feel horrible... 
