I am curious how many SA/SP:ers feel like this?Of course I deserve it. I chose this lifestyle. I don't try to change. I choose to cut people out of my life because I'm not an accepting person nor am I very forgiving. and even though I sit back and have a pity party with myself, it's a joke really because I'm the one that makes my life shit.
I know I'm not a good person. But I suffer enough because of it so whatever.
Very well said...and even though I sit back and have a pity party with myself, it's a joke really because I'm the one that makes my life shit.