My mother kept me locked in my home for two years when I was a kid under the excuse of "you get sick easily". She told me that I had a facility to get infected by other people and I had an illness (she was refering to my asthma I guess). I didn't even go to school either during that time, I was homeschooled. The times i've been in school, she never allowed me to do any social activities like going to other kids houses or going out pretty much anywhere. I only could go out if it was her who took me out, like a dog. If wanted to do anything different, she would go psycho. Also, every time I'd catch a simple cold it meant being locked for about a month stuffed with medications and seeing multiple doctors. Other times she's just lock me for the sake of locking me, If i were bad or she was just in a bad mood. I was forced to stay in my room at nights (from 8Pm to the time i'd go to sleep) when the family was reunited, because I annoyed them, they didn't want me to be around them. I'm sure all of this f*cked me up somehow.
Now here comes something really funny. My "family" would make fun of me for not having a social life, they said I had problems and everybody hated me, I was stupid, weak and people rejected me for that. They said that everybody took advantage of me, etc, etc. Again, I don't get it. What the f*ck am I supposed to do? I wanted to do things but they would shun me, at the same time they would bash me for not doing what other normal kids do? Can anybody tell me if that makes any sense? I am truly confused... I never understood this attitude. They'd also whine because I was cold and didn't care about spending time with the "family", but the times I've attempted to, they would either leave and the reunion was over or they would send me back to my room. The few times I could stay with them, they just ignored me. I don't understand these people...