doubleM
Well-known member
all my life ive tried to be a good person. but all ive ever gotten is **** kicked in my face for it.
theirs a girl in my college english class i liked. i talked to her once but she took off saying well nice to meet you blah blah. that happened last week. today i saw her, i nodded and said hi. she looked away and just texted on her phone.
im so tired of being insulted by women. it makes me angry, its not fair. this always happens to me with them over and over. why is it so creepy to say hi?? its complete bs. if shes not interested in me thats fine, theres no reason for that kind of behavior. i want to punch them in the face for that but i cant. the next one that does that to me im gonna go off i swear. its always been like that. ive tried for years, and they have bailed on me, insulted me, shunned me, responded rudely.
i try to put my anger towards people out of my life and just move on. but that just set me off again. the same thing happens over and over and over and over and over! they all act the same way! why cant people understand its not just one woman, its a hundred.
to top that off nobody understands me or wants me around. i try and try but its useless. im alone and ill always be alone.
we all grow up watching tv seeing this nice decent guy who gets the girl and the good guys always win. it just doesnt happen in real life. i mean what do we really believe in? what is their to believe? ive always believed i could change things somehow and my life would get better like on tv, but its not gonna happen. i cant take anymore.
theirs a girl in my college english class i liked. i talked to her once but she took off saying well nice to meet you blah blah. that happened last week. today i saw her, i nodded and said hi. she looked away and just texted on her phone.
im so tired of being insulted by women. it makes me angry, its not fair. this always happens to me with them over and over. why is it so creepy to say hi?? its complete bs. if shes not interested in me thats fine, theres no reason for that kind of behavior. i want to punch them in the face for that but i cant. the next one that does that to me im gonna go off i swear. its always been like that. ive tried for years, and they have bailed on me, insulted me, shunned me, responded rudely.
i try to put my anger towards people out of my life and just move on. but that just set me off again. the same thing happens over and over and over and over and over! they all act the same way! why cant people understand its not just one woman, its a hundred.
to top that off nobody understands me or wants me around. i try and try but its useless. im alone and ill always be alone.
we all grow up watching tv seeing this nice decent guy who gets the girl and the good guys always win. it just doesnt happen in real life. i mean what do we really believe in? what is their to believe? ive always believed i could change things somehow and my life would get better like on tv, but its not gonna happen. i cant take anymore.