OceanMist
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I've come to the conclusion that anxiety is the sole thing that is making my life not that great. It's why I have no friends or g/f, and it's why I didn't finish college and live at my parents' house.
I already knew this about 4 or 5 years ago, and haven't had the mental strength or knowledge to do my last option. I went through the counselor/medication/group therapy process, and quickly realized it wasn't going to work for me. I tried 5 different counselors and was disappointed with what they had to say. All of them lacked a true understanding of what anxiety does to me.
I'm not saying I have a cure, I'm just saying this would be the only thing left that might work for me. I won't lie, I'm leaning towards that this won't work. What I'm talking about is practicing relaxing every day for at least two hours. Lying down on my bed and repeating relaxation commands in my head to help me relax.
I am planning on reporting my progress (if there is any).
I've found that my anxiety isn't just social, it actually effects the way I think about almost everything. I am not using this as an excuse for my failure to live in a healthy manner (friends, full-time job, personal relationships with people i should have personal relationships with, occasional (or more) g/f). For one thing, I'm filling out applications now, as I'm only working part-time.
The friends thing though.....that's a mammoth problem. I don't want to hang out with people, and that's not healthy. This relaxation thing has to work, or the road ahead is going to stay the same, and could be dangerous.
That was long-winded, I hope I didn't bore you. I tend to be a boring person a lot of the time, or so I'm told.
I already knew this about 4 or 5 years ago, and haven't had the mental strength or knowledge to do my last option. I went through the counselor/medication/group therapy process, and quickly realized it wasn't going to work for me. I tried 5 different counselors and was disappointed with what they had to say. All of them lacked a true understanding of what anxiety does to me.
I'm not saying I have a cure, I'm just saying this would be the only thing left that might work for me. I won't lie, I'm leaning towards that this won't work. What I'm talking about is practicing relaxing every day for at least two hours. Lying down on my bed and repeating relaxation commands in my head to help me relax.
I am planning on reporting my progress (if there is any).
I've found that my anxiety isn't just social, it actually effects the way I think about almost everything. I am not using this as an excuse for my failure to live in a healthy manner (friends, full-time job, personal relationships with people i should have personal relationships with, occasional (or more) g/f). For one thing, I'm filling out applications now, as I'm only working part-time.
The friends thing though.....that's a mammoth problem. I don't want to hang out with people, and that's not healthy. This relaxation thing has to work, or the road ahead is going to stay the same, and could be dangerous.
That was long-winded, I hope I didn't bore you. I tend to be a boring person a lot of the time, or so I'm told.
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