I know I'll be deaf someday. I listen to music because I love it. people think I'm stupid for using headphones. I turn the volume up so I won't hear what my grandma and her friend is saying. I couldn't control the volume from my mp3 player. I would turn it up and down up and down up and down. I freaking don't want to go back to stay with my grandma and I don't want to go back in high school.