Hi peeps,
I guess I jumped the gun and went straight to a new thread and chatbox due to being in the moment before I introduced myself.
I am Allen and was only recently diagnosed OCD despite being 34 and having issues since I was about 5. My issues started through abuse and developed into social anxiety soon after. I was brought up through social care housing due to my father being a social worker and living in house with the juveniles he took care of.
I never found it easy to make friends and would regularly end up in trouble for fighting with the friends I did have thus alienating them. I would hide myself away from the world and became a loner until I left high school. I never went back into the education system but went from job to job trying to find somewhere to belong.
I married almost 9 years ago after a whirlwind romance with the woman I love who also has anxiety issues. We have a 9 year old daughter and our son is 21. I call him our son although he is technicaly my step son. He is the reason my wife suffers the way she does as he was born with Cystic Fibrosis. Luckily our daughter is "normal", the only one in a disfunctional family.
I start Uni next month, which is what brought me here looking for similar people, and I am anxious as hell. So much so that it has me doubting morality. Damn this thing is twisted.
Well, thats me.