Everyone will get old eventually, then you will realize that the beauty that the most people have always wanted is nothing but an illusion.
True friends are your friends when you are in the midst of joy and sorrow. There are many people outside there who want to befriend with somebody just because of his wealth, smartness, and fame. However, after this somebody lost everything, his friends also run away.
Your friends, who want to befriend with you now is your true friends. They don't care much about your appearance, your wealth, fame or anything else. The beauty is skin deep and most of the time these people have many insecurities. The true beauty is not the physical beauty, but flows out by your inner heart through your compassion, kindness, patience, good-nature, and all the good things you can do.
If you believe in God, then you would have known that even Jesus wasn't attractive. If being attractive is important to God, then Jesus Christ would have been a real hunk, right? But he wasn’t. In Isaiah 53:2, Jesus was described this way:
"For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him."
So you see Jesus wasn’t good looking, yet a lot of people even today loves him
It's time to stop making yourself suffer. You can put an end to it.
It is not too late for you, I believe in you that I do.