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  1. SocialRetahd

    Did you get a raw deal in life?

    I think I got a raw deal, "wah wah".
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    Doctors making me feel small

    Whenever I go to the doctor for a problem, I get all pumped up about what I need to assess. Then, when I get in there, I become intimidated and can't tell them whats wrong, or acept their incompetitence. Does anyone have any suggestions?
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    Every day is hell for me

    Today was the hardest. I'm in the waiting room of my doctors, and I go to look out the window and see the kid who has made my life hell. He walking into the building and I am contemplating doing something, but i dont cause i know I wouldn't be able to follow through with the suicide. But look...
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    Real Bad people at school

    This is going to sound completely retarded. Ok, so I have been with the same group for most of my classes now (this is college). But theres this one guy who talks about being a drug dealer and part of an "albanian gang" and laundrying money. He says a lot of stupid shit to me, and I'm affraid...
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    I am upset they got away

    I am very upset the bullies got away with their physical abuse. I am also upset because I know that this contributes to my shyness. I am affraid to stick up for myself incase I am physically assaulted. I also like to google bullies from time to time and see what they're up to. A lot of them are...
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    What medications improve your personality?

    I am curious if anyone has found a medication that has improved their personality, or made it easier for them to come out of their shell. Even if the drug had some terrible side effect for you. I am also curious which drugs made you think clearer.... I will give you my take on all the...
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    Being happy alone

    I feel that if you can become happier alone then you won't value a social life as much. You should keep trying to improve yourself, but you should also read books, play video games, and whatever else. Don't do things in spite of your SP, such as watch a movie where someone rebels against...
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    I wrote down my symptoms

    I wrote down everything that I was feeling during my panick attack but let them in my car. So here is what I remember. Physical: I have a strong pain in stomach; feels like I am squeezing the muscles because I percieve a threat. I try to fix this and relax, but feel scared. I feel like I have...
  9. SocialRetahd

    I worry about...

    How will I handle my dad's death, when he does die.
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    I wish I was funnier..

    I think socializing would be easier if I was funnier. I think that is what a lot of us here would like. indeed.
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    Why is god so fucking unfair?

    I am gonna whine a bit... I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm stoic. I'm physically disgusting. I'm useless. There is absolutely nothing I can do. I am screwed for life. I'm not looking for pity, but I'm just curious how unlucky one person could really be... What are the chances that someone could...
  12. SocialRetahd

    I'm affraid to go to work

    I'm suppose to start this job at a help desk to work weekends so the kids can go out and have their fun. Anyways, I am affraid! I am affraid to start. What if I screw up or get too nervous to do the job. God, I can't stand not being able to provide for myself!!!
  13. SocialRetahd

    kids shouldn't take anti-depressant (especially males)

    Studies show that ssri's actually lower your testosterone. Testosterone plays a very important part in your development during puberty. Insufficient test can stunt development. Anyone take ssri's before or during puberty and notice any lack of development, either physically or mentally?
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    I wish I was talented

    I find it very unfair for me to be as driven as I am talentless. I hear about this guy, Chris Seavor, who designed games for nintendo/rare at 17. He also created a controversial game called Conker's Bad Fur Day, which is very funny (stupid at times). I am jealous of this guy.
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    They're just people...

    What if we viewed people the same way we see inanimate objects? If we continue to think that we aren't living life until we have a social life than this will be too much pressure and we will never succeed. You have to realize that people only like you conditionally and won't always. Friends are...
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    My last option

    I'm thinking of going back on the medications that screwed me up when I stopped using them. It has been 6 years now and no improvements. Time to step it up. Anyone find this to be a wise or unwise move?
  17. SocialRetahd

    Who wants to try this?

    Go a month, 30 days, without thinking about being lonely, without thinking about whether people like you or not, or without thinking whether you are funny or entertaining enough. One month.
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    Not taking them on a regular basis

    I didn't take my medication on a regular basis as a kid (im talking ssri's). I just took them whenever i felt like it. Anyone do the same, and does anyone think this damaged them in anyway?
  19. SocialRetahd

    6 Years after zoloft and paxil

    6 years later I am still experiencing... *emotional numbness *PSSD *foggy brain *slow wit *zombie like Anyone else fucked up from anti-depressants? I don't think I'm imaging this.
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