Ok, so I'm obsessed with looks, lol.
Anyways, anxiety has cause some skin damage(i.e. premature wrinkles) for me along with premature balding, and a little gray which I cover up. Anyone else look older than they are because of your anxiety? lol
I am tired of good looking people mixing love with lust. Pleading ignorance to the fact that the only reason they are with eachother is because of the way they look, not who they are! I'm tired of hearing about leagues, and the beautiful pretending they don't exist and it's just business as...
It's all I think about 24/7. I am losing my freakin mind here. Every year I get a little older, age a little more, making it even harder. I don't know what to do to be perfectly honest. I can't enjoy a thing. How can I cope?
I played cards with my little brother and his friends without having a panic attack. I fucked up a bunch of timesthoug and was so nervous I didn't care how much I lost, just that I could get out of it, lol. :D