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  1. recluse

    Can't find anything in common

    No matter who the person is i feel an outcast; To party animals i feel boring To intellectual people i feel stupid To sports jocks i feel lazy To funny people i feel too serious Basically i find any point which makes me feel inadequete/inferior to other people. This way i have no hope of ever...
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    Do i look like Mr Bean?

    All my life i've had countless people commenting that i look like Mr Bean. I actualy find it hurtful.....I mean he's not exactly attractive is he, and i feel as if people imply that i am stupid.
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    My feelings lately

    I'm feeling more isolated all the time, regardless of having people around me. I'm having trouble sleeping I feel ugly I feel boring I feel evil I feel worthless I'm irritable and always on a knife edge; I snap on workmates and parents for the slightest things Can someone please explain...
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    What are your plans for Valentines?

    Me...Nothing. I'm going to hide away in the house and not watch tv, i don't want to see couples all lovey dovey. I might buy my cats valentines cards:)
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    Interesting newspaper article

    I was reading an article in a newspaper today; The topic was about how mental illness carries a stigma. According to the statistics 6 out of 10 employers would not consider employing a person with a mental illness/history of a mental illness which is disheartening. On the upside it did mention a...
  6. recluse

    I'm dreading valentines day!

    Another valentines day with no one to love...It would be easier if i could love myself then i could by myself a card. The only card i ever had was from my grandmother......She'd sent it to pretend that an admirer had sent it to me. In Wales we have our own version of valentines day but i can't...
  7. recluse

    No clue how to talk to babies

    I'm an uncle for the first time, my sister having given birth two days after Christmas. I love holding her although at times i am afraid of hurting her, but the main thing is the awkwardness at not knowing how to talk to a baby/child. I can't exactly talk about the weather o'r the news so what...
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    Anyone been here?

    :)Anyone been to - Llanfairpwllgwynygyllgogerychwyndrobwyllllantysiliogogogoch?:)
  9. recluse

    Over analyzing everything!

    I'm awake and it's 2am her, and i have to be up at 6am for work. My problem is my over analytical mind which won't allow me to relax. Ove the past few days it's been bad. Here are some stuff i obsess about - 1) I am convinced that the girl i mentioned about in earlier posts only wants me as a...
  10. recluse

    Life is so hard without close friends

    They say that people who have a circle of friends suffer from less stress than loners. I have no one i can call a ''close'' friend, so all my frustrations get locked up inside me and churns..This can't be good for my health. Anyone else feel they wish they had someone apart from family to talk to?
  11. recluse

    Does playing ''hard to get'' work?

    Is it a good idea to ignore a girl once in a while, i mean things like not sending her messages?
  12. recluse

    Fed up

    I think the place i live in has a lot to do with my anxiety. I live in the sticks, with nothing here. I have to drive 30 miles each way to work, and the nearest cinema is 60 miles away! The fact that everything is so far away just makes me think ''I can't be bothered!''...It's just rediculous...
  13. recluse

    I sent a ''friend'' some hate text messages

    Lately i've been feeling angry more than usual. I told you about the incident at work last week. I guess i want others to feel the pain i am feeling. Anyway i've been holding feelings of resentment towards this girl who i was in college with for years, and i could not hold it any longer. You...
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    Day from hell at work

    There's a supervisor at work who everyone dislikes, and for the past few months he seems to single me out. One thing he does is pick on me whenever i am stopping for a a few minutes to talk to someone whereas people who spend most of the day talking and not working get away with it. I start...
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    I think i am destined to be single for all my life

    I'm 27 years old going on 28 and i've never had a girlfriend, and it's all my fault. My low self esteem/self hatred will not allow me to believe that any girl will find me attractive. I don't mean only in the physical sense but i think my low self esteem and feelings of insecurity radiate...
  16. recluse

    Am i going to be on meds for life?

    I've been on Citalopram since around June 2007, and they help me a great deal. The thing i am worried about is that i am dependent on them. I stopped taking them for a while without consulting my dr a few months back but without them i was a wreck! I had no choice but to start on them again and...
  17. recluse

    Dilemma

    Ok should i ask a girl whether she wants me as more than friend? I had a therapy session yesterday and i talked to my therapist about this girl, and she suggested that i make my feelings known. Also a female friend of mine old me the same today. I'm really scared though. I feel sick to the...
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    What part of your body do you most hate?

    I wish i had bigger feet. For my height which is 5'10 i think my size 8 feet look odd. A few people have commented on my feet in the past. I don't know i just feel that they look odd, and smaller feet look more feminine don't they?
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    I'm spending new years eve in Poland

    For the first time in my life i am actually leaving the house on new years eve. My friend in Poland invited me over there so i am going tomorrow and spending 4 days there. She mentioned that we are going to a concert in the centre of Krakow. I'm nervous because it's my first time ever i am doing...
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    Sherlock Holmes has Bipolar

    I was watching a tv programme last night about the story of Sherlock Holmes, and it showed clips of an old Sherlock Holmes tv series and it showed him acting all agitated, shouting at everyone and he had insomnia and would pace around the room with racing thoughts. I could really relate to his...
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