Falkor

Your my 1st friend on here /cheer

check this thread there i wrote about AvPD how i feel and others too how that feel:

http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/share-your-avpd-story-31697/page-2/

Hi there
Its ok you dont need to thank me, I feel like you and I have some similar problems. I have my good days and my bad days! Like today is not so bad I guess but tomorow who knows. I look in the mirror all the time and feel like I dont even know what im staring at. Dont feel ashamed you are only human!

hun now i dont have time but later i will write u to that thema but search here on forum
i was writing a lot about AvPD try find thread your avpd story wich create phocas or my thread with avpd ok?

Flowerly i love that poem so much, is very fragile and sad poem. If was dedicated to me
thank u from full heart or to my avatar btw. thanks i loves him is totaly describing what i feel thats why i choice it and also i love eyes, people eyes and animals eyes something wonderfull specialy if they looked u with love, understanding and respect. Yea i will write u my real feelings dont worry just only maybe to PM if u dont mind. Sometimes on wall too. I will explain u diffrencies between SA and AvPD.

Part 2

I figure that alone out and yet im not sure with it. Do you was maybe thinking about it u could have AvPD and not SA? But again i dont think so because u have your great youtube channel this i wouldnt be able do it.I have bf but we was broking but we are again together but i think if i will go try to heal me he will never come back I know u will say he dont deserve or we dont pass together but honesty i dont pass with my avpd to no one if i will whole live feel so inferior as i use do, will bring me no where and after those posting i feel quilty...my goody really why i feel like that?? If u dont find my post later on your wall after reading i was deleting them because of feeling insecure.

Hey Flowie,

The most important is u went no matter if for 2,5 only 1 hour is amazing, SA people
often do mistakes and they wanna fast overcome that atleast i talk about my experience
and do bigger steps on start but this is failure,slower longer proccess of healing can be success i think otherwise are later hard flashbacks. Yes i have support my mom but she wants help me and send me to therapy but i should be there every day and this im really scared off, i dont think so CTB in closed place is good way how to overcoming that. I feel ashamed also if i wrote that about any comment what describe me closer also, because im avpder and not SA.

Hey!! I saw your youtube videos. You're so brave to record yourself and post it online!! How are you doing?

Hey!
Sorry voor de late reactie! Goed om niet de enige Nederlander te zijn hier Met mij gaat het wel goed, een beetje ups en downs enzo, maar gemiddeld gaat het goed. Met jou?
Groetjes

Esther

Sassy thank u for wishing i wish u too nice weekendand week

and sorry for not so well english lol

part 2

I always think maybe she/he will do it what i would if could then i try suggest always something what i wish from full heart so so much. Therapy could be really helpful a lot but propably no as fast as we wish, this is everything slow process by wich we must pick every energy what we have and do it. Im happy for u Flowie i wish u can do so much creative things as u always write u are inspiration your goals are beautiful and i hope they come one day true. I dont make progress because im to weak and i dont know how to do it if i all the time feel depressed.

Haha im glad u like it my funny names like Flowie is short and cute sounding to me
I do that with anyname what i see i dont know is just like habit or something.

Aww amazing u was inside 2,5 hours even with out medications and some drink?
U are strong girl i can feel it and smart girl, u can perfect always describe what u
feel and i feel from begin like i write it by myself. I bet your mom was happy u went there
and i think u too no matter u was anxious importand u did progress. What i dont like on myself is that i give advices wich i alone often dont practice by myself.

Hey Flowie,

How have u been these days?U feel little better now? I hope u will do it progress soon and things will going better. U deserve it!!

hey again lol

Rep for you for your 'anxiety moments' thread

Hey! I'm good thanks How are you? I play guitar too, how long have you been playing?

Bloem > Bloom > Flower > Flowergirlie !!!

hii, saskia.

Saskia, you seem to ride an emotional rollercoaster. Try to catch yourself when your feelings are going down and talk them back up again. Hold onto the good feelings so that you can bring them out again at times like this. Know that you come across as a wonderful person despite the things you feel insecure about, you have it all - you just need to believe it.

Hey Saskiathjeuuu !!!!

Een gelukkig, gezond 2011 gewenst waarin al je wensjes groot en klein mogen uitkomen !