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    Fake it till you make it?

    Ideas, thoughts, opinions, stories, whatever. Let's hear it! Personally, I've started trying it a little bit. Seems to be working so far.
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    Tears

    Anyone else think that a tear is one of the most beautiful things in the world?
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    Anyone tried Modafinil/Provigil?

    First off, I realize that the rules on here state: "armchair psychiatry (online drugs, unqualified diagnosis and treatment)" I'm not sure if that means I can't just talk about a specific pharmaceutical, which doesn't require a prescription and is fully legal to buy in the United Kingdom, United...
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    Joining the Army

    Has anyone here with Shyness/SA ever been in the army or know anyone else who has SA and has been in the army? I have very poor self motivational skills, but when I have someone else pushing me, I can accomplish pretty much anything I'm set to do. I figured that the army would be a good place...
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    My alternate life

    First off, there are 3 things you should know about me: 1. I love my parents more than anything else in the world 2. This is the only thing I've ever held against someone longer than a day 3. I've always listened to advice from others and taken it onboard. Like when adults say school will be one...
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    Your Shadow

    Anyone else ever wish they would look more like their shadow? Ok, that sounds weird, as your shadow is you. I always think my hair looks awesome in my shadow.
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    Not sure how I "come off"

    I've always known that I appear to people, differently than how I think I actually am in my head because of my shyness. Tonight, that was re-affirmed after work. My shift had just finished and my dad had asked me to bring cigarettes home for him. I asked to buy them and straight away, all my...
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    How to flirt online?

    Alright, so...online clearly makes it harder to flirt and seem interested in a girl, so does anyone have any suggestions? I just feel like I'm talking to someone as a friend and just generally seeming interested. I've been chatting to a few girls on POF for a few days now and I'm not really...
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    Around other shy people

    Does anyone else become much more confident when they are around other shy people? I've always read that 2 shy people would make a terrible couple/friends as neither person would want to speak and it would be awkward etc. I find that when I'm with someone who is more shy/socially awkward than I...
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    Most Beautiful Girl In The World

    Quick heads up -> This thread sounds kinda pervy, but I swear it isn't, I mean this in the kindest way possible and as a huge complement to whoever it was. This was in the morning at 8am, so it wasn't some half naked chick at a beach, I'm not that kind of guy. This was "Beauty", not some lust...
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    Dreams (lack of)

    This doesn't really have anything to do with SA (Well, I don't think it does anyway) but I read a thread here about dreams a couple of days ago. First of, you may have noticed my name on here. That's to do with something(someone) completely different. I wouldn't say he is my "idol", but there...
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    Changing My Look

    I feel like I want to outwardly reflect myself more than I have in the past. I've never really expressed myself outwardly before, which I blame on my shyness. My bedroom used to have plain blue walls with no posters/paintings or even a design. My hair and clothes don't say anything about me...
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    Media Help With Anxiety

    Does anyone else connect with media (music, books, tv) and actually feel that it gives them a better sense of their anxiety and find ways to "fix" it? I recently started watching One Tree Hill (Blown through the first 4 seasons in a couple of weeks) and I've found that it helps me think about...
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    Alone or Crowd

    I've noticed that a lot of people on here seem to prefer being alone (introverted or scared of social situations) but do any of you actually prefer being in a crowd? I much prefer being in a crowd. I feel less pressure to fit in, as I can feel lost among everyone. I felt great walking around...
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    Looking for some help/explanation

    Hi, this is my first time posting on this forum, although I've been reading it for a few days now. To kick things off, I'll give you all a brief description of my life so far. (Don't worry, it's short. *I just finished writing it...it's longer than I anticipated*) As a child growing up (sounds...
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