sleepysparrow

Hey, its ok no worries about deleting your f.b page. I'm doin alright at the moment.. how about you? nice to hear from you!!

Awwww Amie, that made me smile from ear to ear, i adore you too, you're the most amazing person i've met in a long time *hugs*

Aww I'm glad I maybe help you feel a bit better,!Im sorry you dont feel too great and I hope maybe new meds will give you that lift you need.And no worries,ill send you messages on here if its easier than you having to check your email Anyway ill speak to you soon *hugz*

Hey Amie,Hope your okay and hope willow has settled down for you,hope you get in touch soon by email when you get the time because I miss it when I don't hear from you.You take care

yah, damaged lemons is a great album. you've got me hooked on deerhunter now from the fav music video post . they have a nice sound

Yeah group situations with people you don't know are always a bit tricky. Especially if they want to meet up and go drinking or something. Bars and clubs are pretty much unchartered territory for me. Pubs not so bad but still. What music are you listening to btw?

Ooh excellent! Do you know where you're going to stay here or just see what happens? Should be fun! I'm not that well travelled really; been to a few places in Europe but would like to get about more. Have to go to Australia at some point as my sis lives their and is about to have her first child so I'll have uncle duties to attend to - that should be cool. have you been anywhere else that you especially liked?

Don't worry you're never to old to go back to college - especially for something you have passion for! I plan on going back next year when I'll be 29 and I'm not bothered really, people go back now @ 50+ so I think we're okay for a bit still. I work for an engineering business which repairs motorcycles and jet ski engines - I'm bored of it though really hence the going back to college thing. It's good to shake things up a little every now and then I think.

Spontaneousity is indeed good did you go for a drive in the end?

Hope you're feeling okay!

Ian

Hey! No problem, thanks for adding me how are you?x

Hi Amie, yes I did get it, many thanks for it. I didn´t have proper time to write back yet, now I´m leaving this family, the new one said I can start straight away so I´m leaving tomorrow or after tommorrow... Saw the new Willow pictures, she is very pretty. Hope I still will be able to keep a bit in touch in the next days ...

judging by RANDOM GUY's comment, you've had a rough few days? my god, so have i! im feeling better again now though. my SPW account is screwed which is why you haven't heard from me. im going to set up another one so hopefully that works. i saw indie band DEERHUNTER a few weeks ago. socially it was so horrible. sonically it was so amazingly awesome that i couldnt give a **** about the social side of things. so tell me how you are going...

I am well, thanks! How are you?

Aww sorry you've been feeling a bit lousy - hopefully you've perked up a bit by now!(?).

I'm from near London in England. How about you?

I'm with you on the summer sucking thing. It has been particularly toasty here for our standards; over 30c for a few days on the spin last week. To much for me just not used of it. Roll on Autumn I says.

Had an okay weekend thank you! Saturday I had football training in which my freshly shaven head got rather burnt in said weather. Yesterday I had a lazy one and done pretty much nothing. Today was back at work booo.

Hmm yeah a bacteria ridden lake doesn't sound to appealing to take a dip in really - even in this heat. Think that ones best avoided for a while unless you want your toes to fall off and stuff. Shame you missed out on a swim though!

Anything planned for the week? Do you work etc? Or perhaps you're a full time mummy judging by the (adorable) baby pics...

Hope you're feeling better by the time you read this.

With the language thing I don't mean I have trouble picking it up, it's just kinda embarassing speaking it to a foreigner. I don't know. Maybe i'd be ok if it was just me. I have what I think is called 'group anxiety', so if there's more than one person with me and I have to speak I find it kinda embarassing sometimes.
I hope you feel a bit better soon. Listening to music loud in the morning (if you can) usually helps me. I do air guitar and everything.
I might be giving blood this week. Something i've wanted to do for a while. :s

Wow, that must have been really tough moving out on your own. I'm lucky because my parents are great (most of the time )but what I mean is I need to get out from under their feet a little, lol. Have my own life. I honestly couldn't move out and support myself at this moment in time. I would have to get a job first!! I figure after university it's something that will happen. I really, I don't know.. I admire you that you moved out at 18. Jeez at that age I think I had only just got born. I would need someone else to live with because of expense probably.

lol, from what i remember i turned and he was staring at me, and I looked again and he was still doing it and not casually either As we went around the store he was still doing it.. bloody wierdo lol. I think he must have been a loon. One thing about other countries is I get anxious about having to speak another language. How are you with that? I find it kinda embarassing. I let my dad do it
Eh, not much to be honest, more like i'm looking for things to do. I listened to music for a few hours and just messed about online. I want to finish off my neighbours garden now, i'm fed up of it lol. I left it for a while because it's been so hot but i'll have to do it now. Uh my family are doing my head in a bit too, i'd like some space but theres not really anywhere to go or anyone to go with. Tennis is about the only escape during the day. What have you been up to? Hopefully something more interesting than me haha.

nice avatar!

No no i dont hate you for doing that no not at all ! i just wondered what happened but i do understand because thats my worry about certain people from my past finding me too ! Yeah i do use MSN but not that much anyway its [email protected] .... Hope your ok!

Heyo.

M'pretty good ta muchly!

How's the going for yourself? Do anything over the weekend?

Hope you're cool.

In case I couldn´t manage as a carer, Im thinking about renting my own quiet room somewhere in bigger village, smaller town or a suburb and go cleaning to support myself, hopefully saving a bit too..
Will be nice to hear from you again

Hi Amie, how are you? I am still in Germany, the but the old lady died within 3 days of my stay (too soon to be even my fault, haha). It´s better for her and it was expected anyway. I will get a new position soon. This place where I am is near Heilbronn, beautiful nature, lot of orchards and vineyards. Tons of cherries... I get full every day. I don´t work as much these days, just a bit helping the old man with household etc., a bit cleaning. They offered me I could stay here till begin of the other work.
I always thought I hated Germany but this morning I woke up and it was so peaceful, I realized how much I appreciate the quietness, safety, clean water, good food of here. A bit peace is what I need, too much traveling is stressfull, often noise since early morning, oppresive heat, danger... at home unbearable bullying from my father. I get alleviated to wake up now and knowing I won´t be shouted at (or beaten even).

Will be continued