sleepysparrow

Oh I love this song! It's one of my favourites by them, I listened to it like 100 times. haha. This is the first time I heard the acoustic version.

Anywho, right now I am just um. Listening to this song (haha), and going to make a new avatar pic for this website! So exciting! ^^

What are you up to today?

YouTube - Help I'm Alive - Acoustic

I'm good thanks! Just thinking a lot.. About my beliefs haha! How are you?

Definitely. Great energy there, and the sounds brilliant. I enjoyed your SP video too
Thanks

Hi Amie, just wanted to say I got your last message, I´ll be back soon!

YouTube - Smashing Pumpkins - Rhinoceros

Hello shhhexy! :: I really really hope your new therapist works out for you. I know what having a bad therapist can do to you, so hopefully changing to a new one can bring on a new stage to your recovery. I saw on the 'how do you feel right now' thread that you're feeling miserable, so I send you all my lovin'.
Are you on any meds at the mo? I'm not on any, but I don't know why really, I'm sure I would benefit from them. Just trying to deal with my exposure for the minute, seeing my therapist again on Tuesday.
That sounds so adorable, Willow singing to you every morning But I totally agree with about the summer being hard. It's like so many more people are out and about, and people are more friendly or more inclined to talk to each other or something, which freaks me out! I guess I don't like all the happiness :: Though winter means I have to go back to college which also freaks me out
Feel better! All your pics lovely btw, you and the kids are bootiful

Hey Hun, just thought i'd get back to you because Danny said that you're online, I hope you don't mind, but he told me that you're not feeling to great right now *hugs* I wish i was near to you right now,we could get some wine in, get drunk and just have a good old bitching session about the world hehe but i'm here for you hun, so if you need to chat just pm me!
Awwww thankies for saying that me and Danny look good together *blushes* i'm not sure how long i'll be staying for...if i had my way i'd never leave...but i don't think Danny would like that lol
Oooooh omg i used to play bass guitar in a band as well...weird! it didn't last long though, because i'd get horrible stage fright...sometimes i'd run off of the stage in the middle of a set lol
All those bands you mentioned...i adore them as well, we're too similar Amie...it's spooky hehe i love Psycohbilly, rock, anything loud and angry really hehe can't wait to hear from you hunny *huggles* xxxxxxxxx

YouTube - Televators (music video)

Good , I'm glad it went all right rather than horribly, and that you feel a bit better. I could imagine it would be so difficult. I'd only be able to do it if the person was understanding enough and it would still be really hard. I hope you can get through it if you feel it will help. In my opinion it might not be a good idea to force yourself too hard if it becomes extremely stressful and causes more anxiety than the actual problems. But you know you're own situation better than me.
I'm ok, thanks for asking, just done the same usual things
I added you on MSN btw
I hope you have a nice rest of the day

Thank you I don't agree, but thank you nevertheless! How are you?

I don't know if you get the same feeling, but whenever I see photos of space, like distant galaxies or star clusters, it kinda freaks me out a bit, just imagining how massive these things are...a bit like a fear of the deep sea.

But I've been alright thanks, forced myself to go out last night and actually had a good time. How about you?

Hey, How are you doing today? How was the visit to the new therapist?
Tom

Doing okay, just a little hungover. Hope you have a nice weekend.

That sounds just like my sister, she acts like my best friend when we're together, but when she's alone with mum all she does is bitch about me. Mum reckons it's because she's jealous of me, but i reckon it's just because she's a horrible vindictive person. She's 4 years older than me but she acts like my much younger sister at times...sometimes i wish i was an only child! I have talked to mum about it, and thankfully she does seem to believe me, i was soooooo worried about going away again and having my sister put more rubbish in her head, but mum has promised me she'll talk to me about stuff before she gets sucked in! Gosh...sorry i went on a bit of a rant again hehe and yes, i'm going to see Danny today i am soooooooo excited, i've missed him so much! anyway i hope you are doing well hun, and i'll chat to you soon *big bear hugs* xx

Doing fine, thanks. Embracing the weekend even though I haven't got anything to do. Maybe I oughta go for a walk too.

YouTube - Death Cab for Cutie - Cath... (live from Hall of Justice)

Hey there, sorry it took me a while to reply. I haven't been on here in a while. I've been in kind of a slump lately. How are you? How is the job hunt going? I wish you the best of luck!

I usually get on with my mum, we've been through a lot together and supported each other a lot, but for some reason while i was away my sister and mum decided to have major bitching sessions about me, both of them telling lies to each other and now i'm stuck in the middle trying to pick up the pieces, grrrrr at families...i've never got on with my sister, she was pretty mean and violent towards me growing up, so her not talking to me doesn't really bother me...it's mum believing her lies which is getting to me...ok sorry for that...rant over hehe
I hope you had a better day with Willow today, it must be so hard trying to calm a screaming baby down when you have no idea what is wrong with them *hugs*

Of course. Well I hope you keep playing every now and then when you get the chance.

No this was the first time I went. It hurt quite a bit but I don't mind. People need it so i'm willing. I also get a swish card which is nice I didn't play today because i'm not allowed to do anything 'strenuous' for 24hrs. We were going to go to the cinema tonight as well but the movie isn't on. Sucks!!