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Since a child growing up I've always celebrated it. I remember a time I was 17 or 18 being with my family about a minute before the ball dropped I went outside to be alone. I was depressed and the year sucked and the year ahead did not look better. I remember family members coming outside and...

I know people cut themselves and do other similar things. I hate people who look or start problems with other people. Today someone intentionally walked in front of me and got mad that I stepped on there shoe and they made a comment I gave them a dirty look but did not say a word and they kept...

I turn 25 today and depressed because of it. Up until 23 I was fine with birthdays even tho I never really enjoyed celebrating it but I was okay with a simple cake with the family but soon as I hit 24 the age itself I felt old even tho I'm young. also felt very more depressed because I should of...

Whats up? Chilling?

Do you get more depressed during holidays? do you celebrate it or is it just like any other day?

If so what was it for? and did you have any side affects? My doctor gave it to me so i can sleep she says. out of several medications it is the only medication that works so I can sleep. But after I get up to 75 and 100 mg it has a bad side affect. right when I feel like ima knockout I get...

I have social phobia, anxiety, panic attacks, mood swings all the time,major depression, and bad insomnia. Anyone suffer from same things and would like to chat let me know. I need to speak to someone who feels same way I do.

Hi. Haven't been on this site in like a year. Im not going to kill myself but I wish I could. Anyone want to talk to me? I think I need someone to talk to that has felt or feels how I do.

Im at my lowest point ever and dont want to live anymore. I cant believe im at this point. Medication and therapy have not worked and I dont care about anything anymore.

I have social anxiety, Major depression, One doc said im bi polar and one doc said Im not . I think I am because I have mood swings all the time. I feel I have other things going on too but have no diagnose from doctors.

I was just thinking how it would be to move somewhere new with less people. havent looked at places to look up yet but anyone ever feel like just getting away? and trying to start somewhere with a fresh new life

Im usally home most of the time and out of everything I do I would say im on youtube a lot. Its just fun to get lost and go from one video to another. It takes my mind off things for the moment and puts me somewhere else.

I actually like it when im home and alone. I would consider myself a home body and loner. It doesnt make me sad that Im home most of the time and I dont interact much with others.

do you have a hobby or activity that you do that you actually enjoy and takes you away and makes you forget about everything? please share if you do?

I am fortunate to be on disability for what I have. But I dont want to be on it forever and would like to be able to have a real job and get paid serious money. I once had a very good job and was so happy i got hired but after just 4 days I had to quit I couldnt handle it with dealing with...