Recent content by MadCat

Hey guys. Maybe one or 2 will remember me, but every once in a while I'll come back on here just to spend some time talking about various things. Today I'm just posting to say that I still have no friends in real life. My biggest problem now awaits me. I've been slowly making a name for...

Guys/girls, I can't accept it! I just can't. I've been dreaming all night about her. It's always the same thing, in my dreams. We are so happy together, then she tells me she's leaving me for no reason, just like what happened in real life. It's so hard because I've been waking up so many...

Ok, here goes.... Basically I could never use phones before, scared to crap of me, but I've slowly managed to go half way over the years. Basically, I can't call people unless they give me a specific time or tell me when. I won't call them just out of the blue because I don't want to...

Well I haven't posted in a long time, but I'm back. Now I have a bunch of problems and it's not helping that my fear/anxiety is so strong that I can't confront the person who has wronged me due to being humiliated. I wasn't sure where to post this but as this is related to my SA feelings more...

I'll be gone probably permenantly (who knows what permenant is really). I'm getting nothing out of this and I am not helping anyone. I said the other day the only reason I stick around is to try to help, even though it costs me alot of trouble...but it just doesn't work. No one gives a shit...

Make improvement of life and thinking progress (such as suicidal thoughts) by 1st of September or be hospitalized. Goodbye people. That's too short of a time and I am nowhere near making improvement, infact I am getting worser. The End I'm gonna have to lie my way through this one.

I know, I know....I need help and all that stuff, I need to change first but I just can't take it anymore. I have been talking to a girl for the last week and my emotions are all over the place. I've done every single thing possible to PUSH HER away so nothing will become personal, but she...

Edited: Ok I put it back up..may delete it later :( I thought people would just find me stupid and I didn't feel like getting bad comments anytime soon. --------------- As I sit here playing Guild Wars, it comes to my attention how imperfected everything is, including me. Ever since I was...

I am not dead and am still barely surviving each day as it comes. I didn't just stop posting here but stopped posting everywhere else too. Everyone gets to a point where they can't handle things anymore, which I reach SO very very easy. I have a very low tolerance for keeping stuff up. Next...

Hey, I have noticed for a few years now that I keep missing out important words. For example, before I post I go over and make everything is ok, but sometimes I miss obvious mistakes like- "Maybe could try to understand" Missing a >you< I don't seem to notice these mistake when going over...

Hey all! I know this is pretty unrelated to SA/SP but I am kind of confused. In the hunt to try to find out more about myself I have come to a bit of a hard situation to figure out. I will explain my confusion below. Am I right to think that the three are different or are they all basically...