Recent content by Ecclesiastes

I know I've made a post from one of my thread regarding the loss of my beloved pet dog but I just wanna vent and not bottle things up because these unspoken emotions are killing me - literally.. It has been about going 3 days since Bubbles has left me. These 3 days felt like the longest time of...

I figured that the most painful episodes isn't about getting a cut on your finger, or going through illness episode. It's more about seeing your loved ones in pain and there is nothing you can do about :/ This morning I heard my dog vomiting and she started shivering. She wouldn't eat (no! not...

To be honest, it's been about a week or so (i think?) since I joined SPW. I've been trying to get myself involved with things around here actively, be it giving people encouragement or just casual chats. But there is something I feel bottled and wishes to confess. Many a times when someone...

I took a public bus home today after work and was at the back of the bus when I fell asleep. I was woken up by loud laughters of some people (note: I was blasting music into my ears with my headphone, that goes to show how loud they really were). When I opened my eyes, I saw 4 hooligans...

Idk if any of you have experienced this but I find it so hard to make friends. And I have no idea why. I want to be like anyone else out there, enjoying every bit of their life and havin fun with friends. But for some reason or another, my life doesn't seem to be heading that way. I know our...

Mine varies really greatly. It's kinda scary me thinks. I could be laughing out loudly and making a joke out of everything and the next thing I know, I lost the smile on my face and my eyes are filled with tears. Or I could be so annoyed with every single thing around me and I have no idea...

Just a random thought that came to my mind, so I thought I'd share it here and ask around - what about yours? ((: The most important person/thing in my life, is my dog. Her name is Bubbles. I adopted her and gave her a new life when she was abandoned at 3 by her heartless owner. Back then I...

A little introduction for myself.. The name is Rara ((: Am 22 this year, living in Singapore (Well yeah, I'm an Asian.. hope you guys wouldn't mind that) I love music and somehow I'm totally obsessed with Tokio Hotel. I think their lyrics are really awesome and meaningful. Have had a pretty...

I've always heard of people discriminating against races. Well, actually I'm an asian, from Singapore. I've always wanted to go overseas to further my studies but have always heard of people around me talking about how people are being racists out there. I've heard of really nasty things like...

I just want to vent my emotions out here a little.. As the title claims, it's true - I never seem to make anyone happy. Especially people close to me. Idk why, but I just didn't feel like doing anything, I just don't feel like talking to anyone at all, especially my parents. And I have no idea...

Has anyone around ever experienced an anxiety attack? I got that coming and it's been years. It was really on high frequency years ago but I pretty much got it figured out because I was a bully target in school for my size and appearance, everytime there's P.E lessons I know somehow I'll end up...