DespairSoul

Thanks Despairsoul

good morning

I know, people get addicted for gambling... but It's fun; I know how to control myself; I know how to manage my money... If I'm winning I keep playing but If I'm loosing I stand up and stop playing I feel excited for this coming weekend; I will beat the dealer

I have next friday and saturday off, I'm thinking to go to louisiana to play blackjack...
I'm thinking of going with 300 dlls; and coming back with 900 dlls. The first time I went I play with 200 dlls and I come back with 700 dlls. The second time I lose 300 dlls and next weekend is my third time so let's see If I can bring back 900 dlls Also It's fun.

Hi

I already talked to management he back off; this coming week It's his last week so I'm glad he's quitting his job. And me and him already talked... we don't have problems anymore. problem solved

hey soul hows the cat?

hey soul how r u :O

Thx for the friend add

Did you mean Faith or Fair? I've been taking classes of mma (mixed martial arts), karate and kickboxing. For 5 months now... When I was in elementary, middle and high school. the guys bothered me because I was quiet and shy. This guy that is bothering me, He is 6'1 (1.85 cm) 230 lbs (105 kg) Whereas I'm 5'7 (1.70 cm) 130 lbs (59 kg) and definetly I'm not afraid of him... I gain confidence because of my martial arts classes But I'm not going to fight him because I'm going to loose my job. I'm not stupid, I'm just being assertive... I'm talking to my manager tomorrow to make sure he shuts his mouth That's the assertive thing to do, believe me.

Hey DespairSoul,
How have u been?
-Flowerly

It's not let it be for the reason that he works 11am to 5pm and I work 2pm to 10pm. Therefore; he works mid shifts and I close... So, If he doesn't work, my close will be not good and I will be in trouble with my manager... That's why I let my manager know about that guy not working. I was not passive, I was not agressive, I was assertive Don't you think I did the right thing...

I don't want to loose my head and kick his ass at work cuz I know I'm going to loose my job and probably I get arrested for a physical fight... But I'm going to talk to my manager about that

I'm been ok; Well, for the last 2 days monday and tuesday... A co-worker 21 year old guy was chillin at woek and doing anything... He was just sitting in the backroom for 20 or 30 minutes; I asked him to go to work; he said I'm done with my work I'm just gonna chill... I said ok; suddenly I took a picture of him chillin and I sent it to my manager telling that he's not working... Since that happened; He's been bothering me... I'm off for the next two days but on friday I'm talking to management to shut down this guy... It's really annoying working with somebody like that person...

thats great to hear you been good I've ok too thank you asking umm i hope we can talk soon

Hi Despairsoul, How you been?

r u feeling ok soul ?>?

I hope your feeling good soul 0_o (how did the party go?)

Yeah, I know: Thank you! You have such a calm &good way of puting things into perspective.I think you'd be an excellent counsellor/psychologist. Yeah, mum was preoccupied with stuff(we quarrelled at home, stupidly)so she talked about it with Granny. lol I actually wanted to clean cause coz is possibly coming over (don't want her to be alone 4weekend) but then got angry and don't wanna again. Even before, I often wanted to clean &the same/next day Dad ranted I must &then I didn't want to. It was 'power-struggle' not sure if you understand it? I hated the messy bathroom too! Just couldn't bring myself to clean it! (partly OCD maybe) Really hate cleaning, &especially hate being 'bossed around'/told what to do. It's stupid, it's just a bathroom (or dishes). Really hate that tone Dad/Mom sometimes used, or 'you have to do it now' (when doing something else). I know it sounds very spoilt of me, I'm just horribly stubborn, like my dad. Coz &her dad are very stubborn too. yikes.

Thank you D.Soul ((hugs)) grog with God! lol!!
I think she may be complaining about me though - I just found out last time mum visited her she was complaining and wondering why I don't have a job (she couldn't understand it) and my messy bathroom! :: I was trying to cheer up mum to not feel bad herself (she was feeling guilty for not visiting Granny earlier etc) Why was she even discussing these things with her, if it was upsetting for them both?? grr!! So yeah, not much chance for Granny to be proud of me, but I hope the grog is good!!

yeah thanks my flu is much better. hope your tummy feels better.