DespairSoul

Hehe yeah you got me, I was drawing (besides procrastinating here) while I should be looking for jobs or doing my taxes... music - I've been playing for about 1-2 years now (I'm not really good with time) and yeah I guess I could say this is one of my passion... Why do you have a hard time trusting people enough to be friend with them? You don't have to give away so much in the beginning that you need to really trust them: if they go away, they don't bring your soul with them or anything Just don't put too much expectation in them until you trust them enough

DS don't be so sad! I hope you feel a bit better now... You know you have friends here Even though it's not the same as flesh&bones friends Time should work on your side on that matter if you give it a chance.

hey D_S*, how have u been my friend? =)

Hey gorgeous, thank you for the sweet note-I emailed you ..did u get it?

I hope your feeling well soul

Hey D.Soul, check your inbox & write back! - Aww, what a pretty bird Phocas posted!

Hi beautySoul, thanks for the message

I'm ok I guess..yeah I haven't been around as much, haven't been posting but still visiting the site ocassionally. I've had a lot of studies to catch up on and have been distracted by the MSN chat group hehe

How're you? Have you been up to much? hope life treats you well x

hehe hun you keep ruling on msn lol!! good to know you're having fun here...

Hey hun, check your inbox!

Thanks DespairSoul .. im interesting that i am meetin people with similiar condition as me, i feel SA people are rare and im the only SA i know ever, i also thought i wasnt normal. I didnt even knew what my problem was, i thought it was just shyness, but its actually Social Phobia.. But im glad im here, and can see there are people who can understand and relate to me, nice to meet u by the way!

social phobia's sound alike..

edit.. thanks for welcome!

yeah, i can relate with what you posted in the thread.. also you seem to say the things i would say. and others here..

thank you soul for the nice message

lala hehe just wanted to say u rule

Hey Soul! I was offline for a while and now my mum needs the computer a lot so I won't be able to write as much, but still thinking about you and hope things are well-ish!

Hope you are doing fine I hope we can chat today

thanks. I wanted to send you a pm but it says you have reached the 50 msg limit.

Hey DS Hope you recover from the cold. I just hope I don't get one either, it's been seriously hot, but now it's gone cold and that change in weather usually gives me a cold. Great to hear that you are making progress. But yes it's baby steps but steps in the right direction. Just keep going...

heh I hate shopping centers too!! ((sympathise)) Maybe you can promise yourself something cool for later? Like a relaxing bath or something really nice like that? (not sure if you can have one?) Or a lovely magazine to read or something?
You could imagine people there are admiring you, like gazelle said, good idea! And small kids are really loving and forgiving usually!! ((hugs))

Hey D.Soul, I was really tired today and yesterday (still am..) Hope you somehow manage to get better, or at least hang in there... You've been really brave these days, I admire you for going out so much!!

im sorry soul please forgive me Im sorry I got so mad at you I hope we can talk and be friends again