SA can be a hard thing to deal with but there are a few secrets out there I still deal with SA and It ant easy. You feel alone and no one care about this illness so help seem far away. In my world I had to deal with this my enter life for four years to 28 Now I am learn it all about your behavior smile for a while and it become ture we try to laugh a fake laugh for a while and it become real. We fake being scard of somthing for sometime and get small. loneness is hard even when are fault but to learn this is a Quest.