Mittzu
Member
First of all, sorry for my first post being a new thread, it sounds like i just created the account to create this one thread,so far as u can see my english isn't that good, sry about that as well.
let me introduce myself:
Name: Alisson
Age : 19
Ocupation:I don't work,i don't go to university(how can i go with my anxious/socialphobia) my whole day is about learning programming lenguages, also i study another lenguagues( what a joke huh ? this guy can't even speak english well hahahaha), well, i'm gonna say that i watch some series too.
Like: I don't like many things, but i do like knowledge, and rock/metal bands etc.
Deslike: I hate the way that we live nowdays, teens thinking that sex is the most important thing ever, when in fact they should now things like Philosophy( Aristotle, socrates,plato etc.)( Ain't saying that i am a smart guy, i just really choose a book instead having sex or other form of wasting time).
My name is Alisson, i don't do nothing except being at home, there's nothing to outside while having all these complexes which drop my life down. I am locked up in this bedroom for like 2 years(i am reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally serious), i don't speak with my family because i have problems with them, so it's a awfull thing because i just left the bedroom at the dawn ,except of couse when i've to go in bathroom, but i think you people got what i'm traying to say, i eat once per day, i would lie if i say that i totally don't speak with my family, i only speak with my mother when i need something, but just quickly conversations at all.
My main problems are :
I cannot speak with other person looking at the eyes, i mean keeping the visual contact...
I am very shy, a lot!
I get sweaty going out there.
I don't have friends.
Actually i only can speak with another person by text.
What do i expect from the future?
-My only Objective in life is getting out of my country, i'll explain the why... in my country i don't have opportunity at this area, the solution is being hired by a company from another country)
-Wish i could work as programmer in a big company ( nothing like google or something else hahaha)
-Go to big concerts of rock all over the world hahhaha
why saying all those stuff ? this one is mine, my very first pilot episode of a change, i can't do any of those things that i said before without dying of a heart attack, so i hope change myself frequenting this forum.
again: sry for my english!!! SHAME ON ME ::::::
let me introduce myself:
Name: Alisson
Age : 19
Ocupation:I don't work,i don't go to university(how can i go with my anxious/socialphobia) my whole day is about learning programming lenguages, also i study another lenguagues( what a joke huh ? this guy can't even speak english well hahahaha), well, i'm gonna say that i watch some series too.
Like: I don't like many things, but i do like knowledge, and rock/metal bands etc.
Deslike: I hate the way that we live nowdays, teens thinking that sex is the most important thing ever, when in fact they should now things like Philosophy( Aristotle, socrates,plato etc.)( Ain't saying that i am a smart guy, i just really choose a book instead having sex or other form of wasting time).
My name is Alisson, i don't do nothing except being at home, there's nothing to outside while having all these complexes which drop my life down. I am locked up in this bedroom for like 2 years(i am reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally serious), i don't speak with my family because i have problems with them, so it's a awfull thing because i just left the bedroom at the dawn ,except of couse when i've to go in bathroom, but i think you people got what i'm traying to say, i eat once per day, i would lie if i say that i totally don't speak with my family, i only speak with my mother when i need something, but just quickly conversations at all.
My main problems are :
I cannot speak with other person looking at the eyes, i mean keeping the visual contact...
I am very shy, a lot!
I get sweaty going out there.
I don't have friends.
Actually i only can speak with another person by text.
What do i expect from the future?
-My only Objective in life is getting out of my country, i'll explain the why... in my country i don't have opportunity at this area, the solution is being hired by a company from another country)
-Wish i could work as programmer in a big company ( nothing like google or something else hahaha)
-Go to big concerts of rock all over the world hahhaha
why saying all those stuff ? this one is mine, my very first pilot episode of a change, i can't do any of those things that i said before without dying of a heart attack, so i hope change myself frequenting this forum.
again: sry for my english!!! SHAME ON ME ::::::