I've always been a loner and liked my own company but when i was a kid i still went out with friends and played outside etc so i wasn't really ever lonely. Now that i'm older and the few people that i am friends have children or are getting married i feel completely alone. The one female friend i do have has a 2 year old son now so obviously he's her main priority. When we do meet up it's only for a few hours because she has to get back for him. We met up today and were talking then out of nowhere we saw her boyfriend walk past. She called him over then said to me "i'll text you later" and just walked off home with him. I was like "oh ok then" and walked home.
I just feel totally isolated and alone. It feels like everybody else is living their lives and i'm just stuck and not going anywhere. I can't imagine me getting married or even having a boyfriend because my anxiety is so bad and i don't go out anywhere to meet people. I'm just really upset.
I just feel totally isolated and alone. It feels like everybody else is living their lives and i'm just stuck and not going anywhere. I can't imagine me getting married or even having a boyfriend because my anxiety is so bad and i don't go out anywhere to meet people. I'm just really upset.