How are you feeling?

[dottie]

stressed because of the norm (work). it will pass... on friday night. i guess.
also, sick with a cold. and soon to come: PMS!
just walk away. :l

 

[Shyangel]

I'm hungry and with holding a desire to do something stupid for the sheer entertainment of it...It's just so much fun to do something that can have potential harm...Am I the only one that thinks this?

 

[coyote]

I'm hungry and with holding a desire to do something stupid for the sheer entertainment of it...It's just so much fun to do something that can have potential harm...Am I the only one that thinks this?

no, i completely understand

*hides the kitchen knives*

 

[Fighter86]

Wish I was not even alive really *SCREAMS out in frustration* so many problems never getting a break ever...lots of never ending bad luck...the only life that I know unfortunately ,there is no other life no other choices ::

 

[Shyangel]

no, i completely understand

*hides the kitchen knives*

Hey, I need those to play raining knives!!

It's where you stand in a circle throw the knives in the air and hope it doesn't hit you...Wanna join in?

IT ROCKS!!! SUCH A HIGH!!

::

 

[BlueDays]

Like I think too much.
It only takes one small frustration to set my mind off on a never ending spiral of obsessive thoughts.

 

[MeghanwithanH]

a place to vent.. share how we're feeling.

Ok. Here it goes..

I've had a horrible day. My phone woke me up this morning, it was a potential employer calling to tell me that I did not get the position I applied for. Normally, it would only be a minor set back- but this was for a summer position I have held for 7 years. Suddenly, I am not good enough for the new director and there are no positions for me. I'm terribly disappointed and I feel completely lost. I know that part of the reason I wasn't welcomed back was because people generally think I'm awkward and quiet.

Our call was cut off, but I didn't bother to call her back. I wasn't interested in hearing about another place that would be a better fit for me when I have dedicated my life to this one.

Directly following that, I found out my cousin had been killed in a car accident this morning.

Which makes me feel bad for feeling bad about a stupid job.

and now I'm here. Complaining.

 

[dottie]

wow meghan sorry to hear...

 

[Shyangel]

a place to vent.. share how we're feeling.

Ok. Here it goes..

I've had a horrible day. My phone woke me up this morning, it was a potential employer calling to tell me that I did not get the position I applied for. Normally, it would only be a minor set back- but this was for a summer position I have held for 7 years. Suddenly, I am not good enough for the new director and there are no positions for me. I'm terribly disappointed and I feel completely lost. I know that part of the reason I wasn't welcomed back was because people generally think I'm awkward and quiet.

Our call was cut off, but I didn't bother to call her back. I wasn't interested in hearing about another place that would be a better fit for me when I have dedicated my life to this one.

Directly following that, I found out my cousin had been killed in a car accident this morning.

Which makes me feel bad for feeling bad about a stupid job.

and now I'm here. Complaining.

I'm very sorry you went through so much today. I kind of know how bad it feels to get rejected by jobs, and it doesn't do well for your self confidence. especially if you've been accepted by that job for years. I'm more then sure you can find another great job. Your obviously a great worker or you wouldn't have gotten this job for so many years. I'm so terribly sorry about your cousin. I wish peace and rest for you and your family.

If you want to talk about it, I'm available.

 

[this_portrait]

Kinda tired, but my mood was just lifted.

 

[Shyangel]

Kinda tired, but my mood was just lifted.

What happened to lift your mood?

 

[MsBuzzkillington]

Kinda tired, but my mood was just lifted.

Good news?

 

[this_portrait]

The guy I went out with messaged me online. He apologized for not getting back to my text the other day and said that he's been busy and that there's some bad family stuff going on.

I feel kinda ridiculous for overreacting. >>

 

[Shyangel]

The guy I went out with messaged me online. He apologized for not getting back to my text the other day and said that he's been busy and that there's some bad family stuff going on.

I feel kinda ridiculous for overreacting. >>

No, it's totally understandable. What else are you suppose to think when someone says they'll get back to you and they don't until days later. It's hard to come up with many scenarios that could prevent an individual from sending a text for that long. I guess, next time though, maybe you can hold a more positive attitude, because there really are other possibilities other then him avoiding you. So, that might be something you can take out of this experience.

 

[MikeyC]

Like I think too much.
It only takes one small frustration to set my mind off on a never ending spiral of obsessive thoughts.

Yeah, I agree here. Sorry you're feeling this way, BlueDays.

a place to vent.. share how we're feeling.

Ok. Here it goes..

I've had a horrible day. My phone woke me up this morning, it was a potential employer calling to tell me that I did not get the position I applied for. Normally, it would only be a minor set back- but this was for a summer position I have held for 7 years. Suddenly, I am not good enough for the new director and there are no positions for me. I'm terribly disappointed and I feel completely lost. I know that part of the reason I wasn't welcomed back was because people generally think I'm awkward and quiet.

Our call was cut off, but I didn't bother to call her back. I wasn't interested in hearing about another place that would be a better fit for me when I have dedicated my life to this one.

Directly following that, I found out my cousin had been killed in a car accident this morning.

Which makes me feel bad for feeling bad about a stupid job.

and now I'm here. Complaining.

Wow, this is really horrible. I'm so sorry about your cousin. Were you and your cousin close? Either way it's a horrible thing and I'm sorry for your loss.

I have had a bad day myself with a lot of little things not going right. I was going to vent a little bit but Meghan's situation is a lot worse so I'll raincheck it for now.

 

[chickenmaryjane]

Feeling really psychotic right now, everything around me feels unreal or like I'm in a dream or something.

 

[Srijita52]

a place to vent.. share how we're feeling.

Ok. Here it goes..

I've had a horrible day. My phone woke me up this morning, it was a potential employer calling to tell me that I did not get the position I applied for. Normally, it would only be a minor set back- but this was for a summer position I have held for 7 years. Suddenly, I am not good enough for the new director and there are no positions for me. I'm terribly disappointed and I feel completely lost. I know that part of the reason I wasn't welcomed back was because people generally think I'm awkward and quiet.

Our call was cut off, but I didn't bother to call her back. I wasn't interested in hearing about another place that would be a better fit for me when I have dedicated my life to this one.

Directly following that, I found out my cousin had been killed in a car accident this morning.

Which makes me feel bad for feeling bad about a stupid job.

and now I'm here. Complaining.

That's really awful Meghan, I'm sorry about your cousin.

I have had a bad day myself with a lot of little things not going right. I was going to vent a little bit but Meghan's situation is a lot worse so I'll raincheck it for now.

^What's wrong Mikey? Sorry you're having a bad day, if you want to talk I'll be here.

 

[Srijita52]

Angry at myself, I don't know why I'm always so irresponsible.....

 

[Phoenixx]

a place to vent.. share how we're feeling.

Ok. Here it goes..

I've had a horrible day. My phone woke me up this morning, it was a potential employer calling to tell me that I did not get the position I applied for. Normally, it would only be a minor set back- but this was for a summer position I have held for 7 years. Suddenly, I am not good enough for the new director and there are no positions for me. I'm terribly disappointed and I feel completely lost. I know that part of the reason I wasn't welcomed back was because people generally think I'm awkward and quiet.

Our call was cut off, but I didn't bother to call her back. I wasn't interested in hearing about another place that would be a better fit for me when I have dedicated my life to this one.

Directly following that, I found out my cousin had been killed in a car accident this morning.

Which makes me feel bad for feeling bad about a stupid job.

and now I'm here. Complaining.

^ Wow, what a day. I'm really sorry about your cousin. ::

 

[Phoenixx]

Frustrated. I'm slipping into the "I don't really give a crap about school anymore" mood. I'm just tired. Tired of books, tired of projects, tired of classes (and I haven't even started my other 3 yet), and tired of homework that I don't understand and can't seem to get the help for. I kind of just feel like smashing my head through a wall because I feel stuck. I know I just had a 4-day break, but it really didn't feel like a break. I enjoyed myself for the most part, but I feel like I wasted almost half of it still doing homework. Right now I wish I had the free time to just draw, drive more so I can hurry up and get my license, get back into reading because my books are calling me, and actually hang out with a certain friend for once. We've both been busy and we haven't seen each other in over a month. Go figure, the time I want to actually try and have a bit of a life I can't seem to do it.

Back to doing homework I guess.