How are you feeling?

[Graeme1988]

Angry at myself. Emotionally detached. Disappointed in the lack of support from those around me. Which makes me feel as though all I seem to do is burden other with my problems, I feel like just giving up. Or that's how it seems at the moment. ::

 

[Srijita52]

Disappointed in myself again. I fail at living.

Angry at myself. Emotionally detached. Disappointed in the lack of support from those around me. Which makes me feel as though all I seem to do is burden other with my problems, I feel like just giving up. Or that's how it seems at the moment. ::

^I hope both of you feel better soon. Stay strong
So after being awfully sick for four days I finally feel a little better. Still pretty weak though but alright ^_^

 

[Graeme1988]

^I hope both of you feel better soon. Stay strong
So after being awfully sick for four days I finally feel a little better. Still pretty weak though but alright ^_^

I'll try. It's just frustrating that my family doesn't seem to see the how bad my social anxiety is, or take it seriously for that matter. And I'm starting to doubt they ever will. I mean, if I'm "just shy" as they keep saying, then why is it I can't been in a social situation with my family without feeling akward, uncomfortable and out of place? This place seems to be the only support I get, which is slightly depressing, when you really think about it.

 

[Srijita52]

I'll try. It's just frustrating that my family doesn't seem to see the how bad my social anxiety is, or take it seriously for that matter. And I'm starting to doubt they ever will. I mean, if I'm "just shy" as they keep saying, then why is it I can't been in a social situation with my family without feeling akward, uncomfortable and out of place? This place seems to be the only support I get, which is slightly depressing, when you really think about it.

I understand, its truly frustrating when people don't understand (or don't want to) specially the people who are supposed to understand you the most. But I think you can only try your best to make them see the actual problem, if they still don't then I guess there really isn't much to
be done. All of us here for you and you can always PM me if you ever want to talk.

 

[Phoenixx]

Down. I've been feeling pretty depressed since I woke up this morning, and it's not exactly waning any. I've had some very weird dreams lately and very depressive and contemplative thoughts this whole week. (I'll most likely write a Tumblr rant later) It doesn't help my family's been driving me insane the whole week either. My brother just asked me if I wanted to go to the mall, but he doesn't feel like paying for gas. Neither do I, and I just know if I go to the mall I'll spend money that I'm trying to save... And a part of me feels so disgusted about showing myself out in public that I don't want to go, but I really need to get out of the house. I guess I'll suck it up and go, force myself to just browse and not spend anything.

 

[Srijita52]

Down. I've been feeling pretty depressed since I woke up this morning, and it's not exactly waning any. I've had some very weird dreams lately and very depressive and contemplative thoughts this whole week. (I'll most likely write a Tumblr rant later) It doesn't help my family's been driving me insane the whole week either. My brother just asked me if I wanted to go to the mall, but he doesn't feel like paying for gas. Neither do I, and I just know if I go to the mall I'll spend money that I'm trying to save... And a part of me feels so disgusted about showing myself out in public that I don't want to go, but I really need to get out of the house. I guess I'll suck it up and go, force myself to just browse and not spend anything.

I'm sorry to know you're feeling down. Hope you feel better *hugs*

 

[Graeme1988]

I understand, its truly frustrating when people don't understand (or don't want to) specially the people who are supposed to understand you the most. But I think you can only try your best to make them see the actual problem, if they still don't then I guess there really isn't much to
be done. All of us here for you and you can always PM me if you ever want to talk.

Thanks, mate. I appreciate, knowing that.

 

[MrJones]

^I hope both of you feel better soon. Stay strong
So after being awfully sick for four days I finally feel a little better. Still pretty weak though but alright ^_^

Thanks Srijita.

I'm glad you're feeling better. Hope you feel fully recovered soon.

 

[Invisibleman]

My moms pissing me off. She flipped sh*t at me because she wanted me to go get the stuff to make dinner but im scared to drive so she has to.

 

[Shyangel]

I'm feeling kinda mad at myself for not being happier. I'm mad at myself for not feeling love when my niece hugs me. I'm mad at myself for not smiling when my dad jokes with me. I'm mad at myself for not having fun and joking around with my brother Michael and Jason. They try so hard to get me out of my shell and I can't even humor them...

I'm fine. I'm just complaining.

 

[this_portrait]

I feel bored and kinda lonely.

 

[Invisibleman]

first rugby practice tomorrow and im actually terrified. Its amazing how its not the bone crushing tackles im afraid of, but having to talk to people I dont really know and doing drills with people watching you.Just being seen in general. SA is such a powerful burden.

 

[TheWickedOne]

I was feeling great because I did much better in archery today, then my roommate told me her niece and nephew are sleeping over Wednesday night. The almost 9 year old is fine, but the 4 year old is like a feral child being raised by wolves when they can be bothered. So now it's like, my week is ruined. I am DREADING the coming week. I hate feeling like this.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Exhausted! Finally felt better today and was able to go out, so I met up with my parents for lunch and it's always so exhausting. Its like listening to a broken record whenever I see them. "So, when are you going back to school?" They always ask. They think I choose not to go back because of my lack of funds but its not that, I just don't want that right now. ARGGG. Then they sit there and find every little thing to bash me on. "Oh don't you think that sweater is a little worn in? Don't you think it's time you gave up on these childish dreams? Why don't you shave that **** off your face?!". Can they not hear themselves, its quite ridiculous and all I can do is sit there and look down and not say a word. I gave up trying to fight with them anymore so its basically, I go completely silent when they start up on me. There's no point, it goes nowhere, they refuse to listen, they think I'm stupid or something because I don't make money my number one aspect in life. Oh well, hopefully they can see one day...

 

[polishgirl]

I don't know what to do. This is really hard to explain but I will try.

So, there is a music festival, called Ultra in Miami sometime in March. It is quite a big thing: three days, 150 000 people, the best djs from all over the world... I live 4 hours from Miami. My mom proposed my stepbrother and me that she could pay for our tickets (they are very expensive) and we could go. The original plan was for me and my stepbrother to go to Miami with some of our friends: three girls and one other guy. We would then stay over at my mom's apartment for three days alone and that sounds amazing! But then, it turned out that the girls can't go. And so, now I would go with my stepbrother and his friend for three days alone to Miami. And that's the problem... I know, sound like a little child, but I'm scared. I'm scared they won't like it (I'm the only girl, I will feel responsible for them having a good time) and I fear it may get a little crazy. Too crazy. But if I say no, even though I want to really badly, I know my stepbrother will blame me because he can't go without me (my mom is paying for his ticket). I feel so bad that I have to let him down like this, I just can't deal with that. I've lived with him for only a month, I don't want him not to like me. Or maybe I should just go with them?

I'm 16 and I don't know, it seems a little too early to just go with two, 19 year-old guys to one condo, to another city.

 

[upndwn]

I'm having a stroke of insomnia, contemplating and reconsidering my life at the moment.

 

[superfluouslyme]

Pretty good. I'm trying to get some friends together to go watch roller derby tomorrow. Right now, it's just me and the one friend I have who is shyer than I am. I'm hoping someone else steps up or it might be a bit awkward.

 

[ChrisN]

There really nothing to say other than that I truly absolutely hate my life.

 

[pop-princess]

I don't know what to do. This is really hard to explain but I will try.

So, there is a music festival, called Ultra in Miami sometime in March. It is quite a big thing: three days, 150 000 people, the best djs from all over the world... I live 4 hours from Miami. My mom proposed my stepbrother and me that she could pay for our tickets (they are very expensive) and we could go. The original plan was for me and my stepbrother to go to Miami with some of our friends: three girls and one other guy. We would then stay over at my mom's apartment for three days alone and that sounds amazing! But then, it turned out that the girls can't go. And so, now I would go with my stepbrother and his friend for three days alone to Miami. And that's the problem... I know, sound like a little child, but I'm scared. I'm scared they won't like it (I'm the only girl, I will feel responsible for them having a good time) and I fear it may get a little crazy. Too crazy. But if I say no, even though I want to really badly, I know my stepbrother will blame me because he can't go without me (my mom is paying for his ticket). I feel so bad that I have to let him down like this, I just can't deal with that. I've lived with him for only a month, I don't want him not to like me. Or maybe I should just go with them?

I'm 16 and I don't know, it seems a little too early to just go with two, 19 year-old guys to one condo, to another city.

Uh that sounds like a lot of fun! Ultra festival is that for electronic music? I really think you should go

I'm feeling quite good this night. Went out spontaneously and met my friends in a bar and met some couple of their friends who were unfamiliar for me. At first it was a bit stiff but then I felt it was quite easy to talk. And it was without being drunk

 

[this_portrait]

It's too damn hot in here again. -turns fan on-