How are you feeling?

WeirdyMcGee

Well-known member
still dizzy and sick in the stomach...

You know you're feeling terrible when you know you need to eat- there's nothing else in the house; so you eat half a can of beans. cold.
hahaaaww...
poop.
 

MrJones

Well-known member
still dizzy and sick in the stomach...

You know you're feeling terrible when you know you need to eat- there's nothing else in the house; so you eat half a can of beans. cold.
hahaaaww...
poop.
If I was there I'd cook something nice and warm for you.
I hope you feel better soon Weirdy :)
very, very far off from where i need to be.
Then you know what to do: start walking ;)
It's not easy when you see a big distance in front of you, but you may be rewarded in the end.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
Frick, I get upset easy.::(: I just found a sweater in my hamper with a huge flaw in it, most likely from a cat claw because my cat likes to sleep in my laundry. I dropped to the floor and felt like crying. Only no tears came out. Too sad to cry maybe. I laid down on my bed and started having body spasms. My whole body just spazzes sometimes when I'm depressed or anxious or just irritated by something. I buried my head in my pillow for a while. Eventually I dragged myself down the stairs so I could wash my pants, less the sweater I was intending to wash with it. I had to hang onto the rail pretty good just to get down the stairs cause I would have fallen over. I'm having a hard time sitting up and typing this. My whole body just wants to go limp right now. The dumbest things just make me so damn miserable and depressed. You would think it's just a ruined sweater and only a minor piss-off, but when I look at the bigger picture it is totally depressing. I feel like I'm constantly doing the same few loads of laundry over and over and I never have enough time or energy to catch up on the other loads. Then I just procrastinate and it piles up, along with all the rest of this heaping disaster I'm surrounded by. So in the mean time everything ends up getting destroyed before I can deal with it.::(:
It sounds like the ruined sweater was the last straw and all your repressed feelings have come out. I know what procrastinating is like so yeah, it's not good at all. Sorry to hear all this, Amanda. ::(:

You know you're feeling terrible when you know you need to eat- there's nothing else in the house; so you eat half a can of beans. cold.
Worst meal ever. -_-
 

MrJones

Well-known member
Worst meal ever. -_-
Au contraire, my friend. They are healthy, cheap and easy to cook and you can eat them in many different ways. Maybe not the best taste, but has lots of good qualities :D

Next time you have to eat them cold you can make a salad with them (unless there is still nothing else in the house).


PS: A pizza will be always better :p
 

MrJones

Well-known member
You can't lose something that's never been yours, yet it hurts.

It hurts to know it will never be.
It hurts to think you are finding your path, just to lose yourself even more.
It hurts to be useless.
It hurts to be hopeless.
It hurts to be a creep.
It hurts to be a freak.
It hurts to be a monster.
It hurts to die every day.
It hurts to know you're alone.
It hurts to know you're going to die alone.
It hurts to know no one will care.
It hurts to feel.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to live.
It hurts.
I hurt.
I'm hurt.
 
You can't lose something that's never been yours, yet it hurts.

It hurts to know it will never be.
It hurts to think you are finding your path, just to lose yourself even more.
It hurts to be useless.
It hurts to be hopeless.
It hurts to be a creep.
It hurts to be a freak.
It hurts to be a monster.
It hurts to die every day.
It hurts to know you're alone.
It hurts to know you're going to die alone.
It hurts to know no one will care.
It hurts to feel.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to live.
It hurts.
I hurt.
I'm hurt.

omg that is a lot of hurt ::(:
I am too exhausted to think of relevent words of comfort for you at the moment MrJones, but I can send you this...

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(((Big Hugs)))
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
You can't lose something that's never been yours, yet it hurts.

It hurts to know it will never be.
It hurts to think you are finding your path, just to lose yourself even more.
It hurts to be useless.
It hurts to be hopeless.
It hurts to be a creep.
It hurts to be a freak.
It hurts to be a monster.
It hurts to die every day.
It hurts to know you're alone.
It hurts to know you're going to die alone.
It hurts to know no one will care.
It hurts to feel.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to live.
It hurts.
I hurt.
I'm hurt.
I'm sorry, Jones. ::(:
 

Lea

Banned
Yesterday and today - I am exhausted to the bottom of my resources. I couldn´t even manage to go out and find it hard to lift myself up. I don´t know how on earth I can manage working, let alone 8 hours, if this doesn´t get better. Which is not probable, as I always used to have terrible problem with tiredness at work which is still getting worse. I´m in the process of having medical check ups atm.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
As stupid and socially inept as ever. ::(:

Any attempt at being positive on my part is instantly belittled by some negative comment, usually from my mother. If you've got nothing nice to say... why f*%king bother? And on that note, I'm feeling very awkward and on edge. Dreading Christmas Day next weeks.
 

Invisibleman

Well-known member
Im supposed to be doing an assignment right now but I just keep procrastinating. *sigh* why do I have to be such a productive procrastinator? "ok lets start on that assignment..mmmm the floor looks pretty dirty I should sweep it first" :rolleyes:
 
Re: I can see you

I'm feeling strangely peaceful. I'm looking forward to reconnecting with my real self that always gets lost through the work year

Precisely what I need.... I found it today as well.. But it went away when I start to feel what I don't want to feel.... So I guess I should focus on 'good things of life' and wake up tomorrow as a bright new day..... Have a good day at school, It's still so hard to believe I am managing all of it.... It's a miracle.

But still I'm not proud of myself enough.. I cannot get this feeling about myself... I need it, and I'm trying to get it by working myself OUT... I'm taking a good rest of night now... I'ts getting too much on my head..

Peace, is wonderful, I'm really gonna enjoy the Power of Now when I wake up tomorrow. I try to at least and not have my mind to be find in Rush of life. No, I will ''Experience life'' as the deepest in my soul of excistence, I will try to stop my running thoughts and feel what I love and respect the world from it's beauty. <3

Phocas i'm happy you are feeling that way too, keep it up. friend
 

Lucy:)

Active member
Hi Lucy. If they do invite you out, you should muster up the courage to be social with them. It does seem like you miss them so you'll probably have more fun than you think you will. :)

Take your time, Lucy. If you had friends you can find new ones! Just try to be yourself and don't give up, okay? :)
And if someone tell you to invite you out, as Mikey said, try to fight your negative thoughts and have fun, things may become better than you expect.

Thank you both of you for the advice and support whilst I'm having a wobbly moment! Much appreciated :)
 
I've gotten some important things done today. All that's really left is to finish painting some Christmas presents. And I've met a couple of nice people on Tumblr!
 
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