How are you feeling?

I went to my town's annual fall festival. Barf. (I had to go in jr. high and high school because I was in band and we played in the parade.) My mom took one of my cousin's sons and I tagged along. I hate my little town. I spent most of the time trying to hide in case I ran into someone I knew. And there were kids everywhere! I hate kids.
 

coyote

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I went to my town's annual fall festival. Barf. (I had to go in jr. high and high school because I was in band and we played in the parade.) My mom took one of my cousin's sons and I tagged along. I hate my little town. I spent most of the time trying to hide in case I ran into someone I knew. And there were kids everywhere! I hate kids.

you should come to ours - it's called Fall Fest

but the locals call it "Fall-down Fest"

it's just a big drunken polka party in the middle of the street

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Beatrice

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Not too bad. Had a decent day at work today. Had some laughs with my coworkers (okay, more like, we were laughing our asses off all day long :D ).

Hehehe.
 
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Beatrice

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I've resolved a few things in my physical and emotional worlds that were weighing me down

I need to do the same, very soon. I need to essentially get rid of my grandparents and aunt. Not get rid of like you're thinking ;) Just remove them from my life. I'm staying away from "toxic" people (as is the common term, but whatever you want to call it - negative, evil, manipulative, etc...). I know how to spot them better since I've dealt with a lot of them by now, and I am DONE.

Congratulations for taking those steps, whatever they were. It must feel good to be free :)
 

Phoenixx

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I'm not sure what to feel.

I've been so sore and tired and whiny these last 4 weeks, I'm just about sick of myself.

My mind is just... tired. I think too much. I feel like I have all this stuff to do, even if it's small things, it just all adds up. And I don't want to do a single thing.

I'm trying to make all these decisions and I really don't know what to do. I'm pretty lost.


This is supposed to be my relaxing weekend. So much good that's doing...
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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I need to do the same, very soon. I need to essentially get rid of my grandparents and aunt. Not get rid of like you're thinking ;) Just remove them from my life. I'm staying away from "toxic" people (as is the common term, but whatever you want to call it - negative, evil, manipulative, etc...).

Riiiight not what we're "thinking"... I got ya *wink wink*

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:D No but seriously that is important staying away from toxic ppl even if they are so unintentionally just ppl that bring you down/use/make feel yucky.
 

coyote

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drooling over a new leather barn jacket we just put on the floor in my store

maybe someone will buy me one for christmas

promise i'll be good.... really good

(it's only $700)
 
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Beatrice

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Riiiight not what we're "thinking"... I got ya *wink wink*

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:D No but seriously that is important staying away from toxic ppl even if they are so unintentionally just ppl that bring you down/use/make feel yucky.

Yeah.... I'm just tired of people that belittle and insult me. I just want to be left alone and rid of these types. They can say what they want after I'm gone, but that's inevitable when you do that. Have to be prepared.
 
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Beatrice

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I'm not sure what to feel.

I've been so sore and tired and whiny these last 4 weeks, I'm just about sick of myself.

My mind is just... tired. I think too much. I feel like I have all this stuff to do, even if it's small things, it just all adds up. And I don't want to do a single thing.

I'm trying to make all these decisions and I really don't know what to do. I'm pretty lost.


This is supposed to be my relaxing weekend. So much good that's doing...

Sounds just like me. I always like to make some tea and crawl into bed and read, or something similar, to help with the racing thoughts.

I've found more than anything though, what helps best is feeling very sleepy. When you're very tired you feel relaxed (well, not always, but generally I think) and like you just don't care, because your body is only concerned about sleep.

Hmmm, maybe that was obvious. haha
 

Phoenixx

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Sounds just like me. I always like to make some tea and crawl into bed and read, or something similar, to help with the racing thoughts.

I've found more than anything though, what helps best is feeling very sleepy. When you're very tired you feel relaxed (well, not always, but generally I think) and like you just don't care, because your body is only concerned about sleep.

Hmmm, maybe that was obvious. haha
^ Yeah tea always helps me too. And of course a good book.

Funny how you mention being very sleepy, since as I'm reading this I am very exhausted. Yeah, it does help, but my mind is still a bit all over the place.

Must. Stay. Awake. I need to get this homework done. I should not have gone to the thrift store today. :rolleyes:
 
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