Surprised at myself for accepting a last minute invitation to go into London with friends. Had I been asked last night, I'd probably have said no, but for some reason it feels easier this way. Better shower.
i'm trying to fit in , too hard ? i'm not meant for that stuff , i just feel worse than before
the fun i'm having comes at a big cost , maybe i'm a real hermit , maybe i belong in a cave , i already thought about renouncing as a full time meditator , maybe that is my only purpose
I am ill, with an infection. Have been ill for 2 months. Doctors keep giving me differents kinds of antibiotics, it hasn´t helped so far. First I was tired of it, trying to be patient, resting. Now I´m scared and hate being alive.
Lonely, distraugh, hopeless. I recently moved onto a new job and have problems adjusting. My colleague does not take to me well, and have taken on passive agreesive behaviour towards me, eg: leaving me out in conversations during lunch, and I do not have the social skills to navigate my way into them. Basically just a lot of unpleasantness going on 😠
Lonely, distraugh, hopeless. I recently moved onto a new job and have problems adjusting. My colleague does not take to me well, and have taken on passive agreesive behaviour towards me, eg: leaving me out in conversations during lunch, and I do not have the social skills to navigate my way into them. Basically just a lot of unpleasantness going on 😠
^Ah this can be tough. Sorry to hear that. Hope things get better for you 🙂
anxious again. always anxious. I seriously can't face school tomorrow. It's not the actual lessons that it's difficult, it's the bits in between. Recess, lunchtime, getting into groups for a project, morning time at school before registration. It's all really difficult.... those awkward times when no-one really wants to talk to me because we're interested in different things. I feel really lonely there.