Pissed off.

My oldest sister's being a total bitch! It's like she doesn't care about me anymore, since moving in with her new boyfriend. My mum and other, older sister feel the same way. I dread the day I'll be forced to meet him. Why? Because that's how most of my social interaction is - forced and akward as f**k. And I don't exactly make a good first impression.
I also found out, yesterday, that my dad blames my mum for me cutting off contact with him earlier this year. My dad being an arrogant, domineering, manipulative, arsehole for the last 8 years of my life had nothing to do with it. Or maybe it's because I got my mum to tell him via a phone call, rather than doing it myself. And my mum also tells me, my dad still expects
me to apologized for it. Ha!