Hmm...avoiding telling this non-single, girl friend of mine how I feel. If she isn't single...wtf does she keep hanging around me so much? I don't get it. Every now and then I get close, then I get reminded she does have a bf somehow and lose all hope.
Going to doctor.
Getting my oil changed.
Talking to my guidance counselor.
Paying my school loan.
Updating my clients files at work.
My sister.
My ex.
And my one and only friend.
Doing my homework
going to a dentist office and asking if I can observe, so I can get into the dental hygiene program.
and anything else that involves leaving the house, and being around people
and hanging out with my little brother. He is very outgoing, he was here for two days, and he made friends and found a job. Actually he made friends the first night he moved here, I've lived here two years. Still no friends. I am ashamed of myself, so I am hiding from him.
I don't know!!! This is my million dollar question!!! Euugh. Very general
I could guess and say feeling great or loving life enough to have something to lose, all emotions from past while I was numb that piled up little chemicals in my brain that haven't been released yet, in the end all fear is fear of loss.