Post Your Secret

[ilmatross]

I hate everyone in my life. they use me or have used me at some point, threatened me, and when i lash out i am made into the bad guy

Most days I wish I could just be a self sustaining hermit and live away from the world. even if my life was meager itd be better than having to deal with heartache or pain

 

[GhoulsNightOut]

I think when I was 15, I stole this small 24k gold bar from my mom because I was mad at her. A month later she asked me if I had seen it, and I was so depressed at that time I actually didn't remember stealing it, so when I said no I was only sort of lying. lol
Well I still have it right now and still deciding if I should sell it....I would really like some quick cash to do something fun after my college graduation but a part of me wants to save it longer.

 

[Dronee]

cancer is very painful and once the doctor sits you down and tells you you have it there's no taking it back. mostly just fighting in vein to keep your life.

I quit recently. i can't believe the US spends trillions fighting the drug war and the most toxic substance on earth is legally sold and protected under law

Lobbies??? Besides, a lot of our food now is full of poison too.

 

[blackgatescross]

I am terrified of being emotionally available to anyone . . .

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

I drove underage, illegally for 3 years before getting my license.

 

[superfluouslyme]

I drove underage, illegally for 3 years before getting my license.

Rebel!

What secret to share...hmmm.
When my little sister and I were young, probably 3 and 4, she took a piece of candy from the grocery store. She felt really bad about it. Being the awesome sister that I am, I ate the evidence. Problem solved!

 

[Streifen]

I didn't really have to leave college so quickly to come back home because I finished the semester but couldn't find a job to pay for a place to stay - I had to come back because I got so depressed that all I did was stay in my room and sleep and I quit going to classes, so I had to withdraw to save my GPA, after which the school gave me 48 hours to vacate the dorm. Also, I didn't start looking for jobs until the last minute, pretty much. I'm ashamed of myself because I had a great setup, but blew it..

The even bigger secret is that this isn't the first time this has happened and sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get anywhere with college, but I still don't want to give up. I'm considering returning to the same college, but am kind of put off by memories of sitting in the Student Affairs center crying while filling out my withdrawal form. Really loved the school, but couldn't deal with all of the change on top of my issues once again and feel so embarrassed and stupid - argh. *Hides*

 

[Falkor]

i once smoked with a friend in the past without my parents knowing it.
Just to try it. But I don't like cigarettes, but I had to try it once, right?

I also climbed a high bridge once, to see a live concert, I was crazy .
but it's not like you could die when you fell of the bridge,
But it sure could have broke my legs O_O

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

If I tell someone a secret-- it isn't really a secret. I keep my real secrets a secret! shh!

 

[scoobycrawler]

I am 26 years old and still a virgin in every technical way pretty much and it's the most embarassing thing in the universe I think so I just keep it a secret and hope that it will finally go away someday.

 

[crusaderwithgreeneyes]

I like boobies ♥

 

[Minty]

I entertain imaginary relationships in my head just to cope with the lack of social contact I have in my real life.

 

[StarShine]

I am thinking of cutting all ties with my family.

 

[BlackPuma]

I don't think I should share my secret here, they're not exactly PG17. I guess my secret is that I have secrets that I can't share.

 

[Isola]

I entertain imaginary relationships in my head just to cope with the lack of social contact I have in my real life.

^Me too.
I wonder if there are a lot of people who do this...

 

[superfluouslyme]

^Me too.
I wonder if there are a lot of people who do this...

I do it, too. I was gonna take that secret to the grave. Whoopsie. Well, not really relationships as much as conversations with people.

 

[A friend]

I entertain imaginary relationships in my head just to cope with the lack of social contact I have in my real life.

...This is embarassing for me to admit, but I do that too.
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[Rembrandt Broam]

Originally Posted by blackpuma
I don't think I should share my secret here, they're not exactly PG17. I guess my secret is that I have secrets that I can't share.

*looks around boat, sees puma* Hey, I didn't know we were in the same boat!

*wonders what puma and vj have been up to*

Not that I'm suggesting you were up to anything together.

Or maybe you were....

*becomes even more curious about what puma and vj have been up to*

 

[mr.jimbo]

I'm ready to die peacefully with no fear of loneliness if there is only one person that can save my life. it could be a family member, a friend, a girlfriend, or etc. it only takes one person.... just one.

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

...This is embarassing for me to admit, but I do that too.
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I do this. It's natural. However - my solace is when something potential in RL is possible, (more than infatuation or "liking" someone but actual interactions and like yeah) this goes away quickly. However haven't had this until the last month, and before that was 3 years lol.

But yeah. I also act out my stories, as a writer. Not in public luckily lol. If ppl start going out in public and pretending/imaginary stuff blatantly may be an issue. =)